whats wrong with me?

often i have a so-so relationship with shopping.suddenly,i changed my profile to a compulsive shopper. i bought a new bag & jilbab manto anatalia.

lurve it!my manto!will take it tis sat!

what ? white ? with 3 kids under 4 who loves choc.abg..akan ku jaga sebaiknya

this is what happened when woman get too stress with thesis.i read in m-star,akak m (didnt remember her name) channeled her stress of doing phd to chocolate making.i guess,in my case i made shopping and gaming as my conduit of happyness.(besides pray,quran ok!)

but then again,my profile as a spendthrift and smart buyer is still tagged on.i only bought something looks expensive yet affordable rather than priced exorbitantly high but 'cikai' and sloppy looks.

and suddenly im into fashion.OMG.(my husband asked me to try Turkish floral hijab.seswai ke dgn i?)

muka suami & anak2 yg diangkut skalik shopping..jcard member harus half day ye suami.

baby merap

my baby nafeesah will smile and laugh when she saw the PHD cartoon that i used as desktop background.

did she understand or is there any conspiracy here?

happy days

today, my papers approved with only punctuation marks correction (yeah thats comma,fullstop,etc thingy).i guess it is the impact of writing a new post on blog & chatting on ym and commenting on fb!heheheh. after spent 5 nights by burning the midnight oil + loads of coffee, i thought of sleeping soundly but to no avail.im jet-lagged & have to tune my body clock again (ya,i just arrived from London,kidding!)

i lavishly rewarded myself by buying several pairs of jeans(last time i wear it 10 years back) , ankle boots and abayas (bought online with lin). hahaha.yes.thats too many.and my husband couldnt say anything since i paid using his money except that ankle boots.he suprised why suddenly i want to wear boots.never ever on his mind imagining me wearing it.i said i love it and have been searching it for a while (hahah.. fasihah knew the truth!).he suggested sport shoes to wear with abaya..i argued him.if im a teen or early 20s ,it is considerable.but im approaching the BIG THREE OHH next year sir.and he accepted my reasoning.(yeah,me husband and wife should be working on court.)

my boots look like this without that ribbon but in brown color.

seriously i felt relieved.next semester ill teach research methodology again!surely,ive memorized the nooks and crooks of the RM books.although it is a bit too techie to my liking,but ive to bear it.next sem,my future students will have to dig on the new educational technology thingy.web learning is so outdated (sorry guys,im a bit futuristic).thats the only way to cheer up the oh-so-boring presentation sessions.

about the convo,the senate session is on May.i dont think i can make it.so ,my target to convo this year will be extended to next year.but hopefully the viva will be before august.i cant wait to be a free woman!yeah im a slave to my thesis right now.

happy days ended with happy minds..and will my happy sleeps come tonight?

alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah.after performing solah,AlLah blessed me with peacefulness & strength.
now,i started to see the lights on my thesis again!

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saya sangat down skang.

sex education , anyone?

oprah never fails to amuse me.today,the talkshow discuss about the taboo thingy : sex
i just summarized on what the discussion is :

1.woman loves to be dominated.not just in intimacy,but also in life.bear on mind : in a peaceful way not abusive.and applied to spouse.example : buying and deciding what your wife should wear.
2.sexual intercourse heals arguments.
3.women are most attractive during ovulation.their voices are higher on pitch thus attracting men more.then,they produces pheromone called copulins that attracted men more.
mashaallah,this is the way Allah created us so that the baby making process followed naturally.
4.we are often attracted to the person with different MCH (forgive me for not remembering the full name) which means different set of immunisation system.In a easier word :susceptible to the other kind of diseases from you.
again mashaallah.no wonder Islam does not encourage marriage between close relatives since we tend to share the same MCH.
5.woman attracted to men with bigger wallet (ngehehehhe) rather than good look & sex appeal..you bet!!no wonder Trump got it!

pasai cendoi sat

bayangkan:

anda pergi ke gerai mamak cendol faveret anda tepi jalan.sekali penuh dengan 2 meja di occupied oleh segolongan hamba Allah yg dah habis makan tapi berborak berjam2.abis customer lain pon balik.anda yg duduk lebih kurang 30 km dr situ nak gak makan sbb mee gorengnya power.kesian tokey,customer (dumb***) camtu pon dikira always right.jadi anda saja men'congok'kan diri sebelah meja depa.dan mereka x reti2 bahsa,maka anda bertanya :dah habis makan ke?.dengan takjubnya (dahla tak hensem buruk perangai perangai plak tu) memandang tajam kat kita (yuck!).barulah reti bangun & blah.weyh korang tak keje ke?dahla bawak van TNB!aku report bos korang ngular baru tau!!!

lepas tu dapatla aku menikmati kelazatan cendol n mee goreng mamak van tmn selasih depan skolah usaha ehsan dkt giant batu caves tu.husband i pon tersengih je tgk istrinya yg saiko kalo nk sesuatu.yeah i am too determined!