my kid is the best?

i cant stand it.many parents want their child to be gifted. a child is a gifted in natural way. if you learn how children acquire their life skills , youll be amazed! thats how ALLAH plan the best for these cute creatures!
i read on paper, an actress said her 6months old baby can walk.at 1 year old can read.aiyooo!!be it. this is extreme cases.

my response was: god blimey!! i believe in the natural (fitrah) way.you can guided the development but not forcing or exerting it.every child is unique & special.enjoy the moments with them.feeding too much cognitive inputs without taking any consideration of others input ,e.g., communication,social,motor is not a good thing to do.

mom & career

work with passion.thats the key.if you are a career mom, enjoice it.bear in mind, you are working to gain His pleasure by helping your family economy and society. if you think that way, ALLAH, the most merciful & compassionate will give the best for you in return. dont feel upset for not having enough time with your kids. instead, grab the most time you with quality engagement.it is really a quality not quantity that the kids treasured.

if not,you felt grumpy on the less-time spent on your kids, take bold action.quit and find something you enjoy doing it.be a SOHO mom or full-time homemaker. by doing that, your niah of working because of Him are not betrayed. think about thousand of people who really badly needs your job.if you loss passion on it,leave it and stop whining.

there is choice in our life.sometimes, we cant have it all perfect.we need to balance.feel guilty wont help either.taking bold action that truly satisfy your innerself is the only solution.otherwise it just covering the surface of the issues.

wallahualam

siri makhluk halus

tertonton satu segmen tazkirah ust zawawi di tv.katanya org berwudhu ada 2 malaikat yg menjaganya.subhanallah.saya amat percaya kerana ALLAH dah tunjukkan pada saya buktinya.

kami sekeluarga telah diganggu makhluk halus.hanya ALLAH yg tahu sebab musabab kami dipilih utk diganggu.satu mungkin kerana,kami suami isteri telah menggagalkan rancangan iblis syaitan yg ingin menyesatkan kaum keluarga suami saya.(utk lebih lanjut boleh lihat entry "Bercakap dgn jin".
kami berubat dgn ustaz2 anak murid dato harun din dan balik di selangor,kami sambung di darussyifa.antara amalan yg kami disarankan utk mengamalkannya adalah sntiasa dalam berwudhu.

apa yg saya boleh katakan,bila berwudhu,mmg ada kekuatan yg amat sangat terbina dalam diri kita utk melawan gangguan makhluk halus tersebut.begitu juga dgn berpuasa.makhluk halus itu seolah gagal menakut2kan kami.seolah ada rasa pendinding yg mengawal keselamatan kami.andai kata itu adalah malaikatMu ya ALLAH,aku rasa amat sayu Kau tunjukkan kekuasaanMu pada kami ya Rabb.berbeza jika dalam keadaan berhadas.anak2 kami juga kami arahkan berwudhu dan membaca alfatihah,3 qul dan ayatul kursi sebelum tidur utk mengelakkan gangguan.

sesungguhnya,mmg sangat benar,jin dan syaitan tidak akan sekali2 berhenti cuba utk menganggu manusia.dan jika kita terpilih oleh ALLAH utk dibuka hijab antara dua alam itu , maka tentulah atas REDHA dan IZIN ALLAH.bagi menguji hambaNya dan membuka mata dan hati mereka yg beriman.

eczema

anak sulung saya,nuha juga mneghidapi eczema di kakinya.dia pernah ditanya seseorang ttg ibu jari kakinya yg terkena infection kesan dr eczema tersebut semasa di klinik utk rawatan.jawabnya "dah Allah nk bagi.terima sajalah.kakak nk ambik ubat ni".saya lihat makcik yg menanya itu terkedu wajahnya.alhamdulillah.ajaran redha pd ketentuan dan usaha kami ajar padanya berkesan jua

once before

i once frequenting a lactation forum.but i get bored and stopped visiting it or took part on it.reasons (this might get controversial later on..hehe):

1. some issues were often commented based on EMOTION.
2. some tips offered were too FOLKLORE-ish (ex:use bla bla.this what my grandma told.)
3. sometimes went overboard.too detail and full of description on lactating problems (ex:my n*** became reddish, a bit short bla bla).and others' including men reading it for godsake!
   
4. sometimes shifted into criticizing the spouse.
5. sometimes too much attention to their own kids.(ok i got mine too.no need to brag or make them as the cetre of attraction)

and i guess this among the reasons my husband said im not like any other woman.he said i am too logic and reasoning.and "kering dan masin seperti ikan masin*" * my attitude not physical feature what-so-ever.and thats answered why i love scientific research and teaching educational research..buhawahawa

happy belated birthday.Nusaibah

we just came back from vacation.explained why this is a belated wish.my 2nd daughter born 7th june 2007 in cairo,egypt.she was named Nusaibah after a great sahabiah of rasulullah.

nusaibah in her first day of life.

bubbly 3 years old girl

keen on animals

This is my second daughter , Nusaibah. She was born in Cairo,Egypt. And she proud of it and claimed she is an Arab.hehe.

The day before yesterday, she said she wanted to be a frog.Yesterday she wanted to be a bird.And today she said she wanted to be an elephant.And she loves watching Animal Planets and Animal Mechanicals on Playhouse Disney.

Yeah.Kids like that.Love animals.Veterinar or zoologist would be nice job for her then.Ummi prays for you,girl!

outstation

it is tiring when your husband is often outstation for business purposes.in a month, a total 8-12 days he spent in a business outing which is primarily in penang.since the vessel & all the cargo loads arrived in penang port so , he had to settle all the customs' clearance there.

ok.i might sound selfish.but i just couldnt ignore how i felt about this.before,we survived long-distance marriage which made us spent 'bearable' separation for 13 months.im telling you,it was so hard and i will never do it again .he hinted about he wanted to strengthen his business in egypt. thats mean stay there for a year or two.fortunately he wants to bring all of us.but still in vague about that.and he'll be in egypt soon.not sure when.and that could take up to a month.

i might say that im used to this situation but deep inside , my wifey & ummi instinct, it is just too hard. sometimes being apart make the hearts grow fonder.but doing it in a relatively often make your heart grow colder.

oo allah helps me!

baiti jannati

i put this on my FB status :

Nour El Nageeb personally thinks that : a home with small kids
, it is just normal to have some hint of existence of this small
creatures (read:scattered toys,smacking puree,wall graffiti with
alphabet) as long as it is part of us teaching them about cleanliness.
note:grammatical disorder might be traced.beware for those who are perfectionist

i just want to share with the readers some insights on my living (ceh..budget celeb ke?)enjoy.

simple & nothing- grand living room.eyes can be deceiving.there were something lied on the floor.

supposed a notice section.thats mom's day card handmade by both my girls.and congrats card and reception card from che nubb.oo yeah that basket is for my husband.so that he can easily dump all his things there without scattering all over the place.

nusaibah in my little-not-so-secret garden which all the plants are on the pots.well,neu haus will see great landscape

my kids enjoying their times!

hopefully.no paparazzi will haunt us!!lol!kiddink

how to lose weight

salam 2 all (ikut gaya YB zul nordin)

ramai tanya camna i lost 11kg in 4 months.ok mari saya dedahkan rahsianya (skali bunyik macam iklan kuruslan badan plak).utk pengetahuan, jika ada tertulis nama2 brand apa2 ke,saya bukannya pengedar or buat bisnes ke,saya guna utk diri sendiri.lets see how i done it:

MOTIVASI --->
ini paling pnting.motivasi saya : MUSTI KELIHATAN DA BOMB & LEBIH MUDA dr suami tercinta.supaya die tak bley nk complain & ada any cita2 menggatal k!

CONTROL MAKAN --->
Bermujahadah!saya amik heavy meal once a day.so the other 2 heavy meal i replaced dgn protein shake.i consumed herbalife F1 saja with 250ml soy milk or low fat milk.you can choose which meal yg nk makan seperti biasa.For normal meal tu,sebolehnya kurangkan karbo.nasik tu skit2kan.banyakkan kudapan.selang dua jam musti sy amik segenggam nestle fit.saya banyakkan mkan sayur.selain itu,minum kopi radix bley contorl rasa lapar.cube try minum ptg dgn kopi radix jek.

MINUM AIR KOSONG BANYAK2
serius.rasanya adalah 3 l sehari.bila lapo jek minum air.

EXERCISE
takde la mana exercise sangat pon.buat keje2 rumah + dukung bb yg merap je dah banyak kalori terbakar tu.besides,sy nursing my baby.since sy tgh siapkan tesis , sy part time ngaja di U**.sibuk la jugak.agaknya otak ni consume banyak kalori kot.

CATATKAN TARGET PEMAKANAN ANDA
sangat penting.satu kajian dari barat menyatakan org yg ingin diet , apabila menulis kdr pemakanan dan kalori yg diambil hilang lebih banyak berat badan.serius.kalo kita tulis kita akan lebih berdisiplin.so kene tau bape kalori makanan.sila baca kat info nutritionnya,bape kalori.

KALORI AMBIL MESTI SAMA DGN KALORI KELUAR
this is how to calculate ur calories burning.

Energy balance=calories from food - (BMR+exercise+any activities besides sleep)

how to calculate:

BMR for female= 655+(9.6 x weight in Kg)+(1.8 x height in cm) - (4.7 x age in years)

example to calculate : 1500kcal from food - (1500+700kcal burnt from exercise)
Energy balance= -700 energy balance.

That's the amount of calories u lost.

SAPU PATI HALIA & PAKAI CORSET TIAP HARI
amalan saya dr lepas bersalin bulan 10 ritu sampai rini.logiknya ada juga : pati hali expel angin.ye la perut org melayu kalo x dapat nasi mulalah angin.so before pening,pedih perut,marilah melumur pati halis pagi & malam.korset tuh juga penting.jika kita baca cara rasulullah saw mengikat perutnya dgn batu ketika lapar,inilah yg boleh saya ambil jadikan teladan.tak dapat batu,korset pon jadilah.

ok.saya dah share jadi sekarang terpulang pada anda.serius x payah abis2 duit pi kat slimming centre mengarut tuh.gilos.kos saya nk kurus ni pon dalam rm600 utk 4 bulan.dan tempoh 1 bulan pertama diet adalah penentu keberjayaan anda!jgn putus asa kalo hilang 2 kg je sebulan setelah anda separuh nk mati berdiet.ekekekke..sebabnya kalo dah start hilang kg,lagi mudah lepas2 tu.

SELAMAT BERAMAL!sila kongsi ya kisah kejayaan anda pas ni!

laundry

if you have piles of cleaned & washed clothes that need to be folded and you are so damn losing your intrinsic motivation to clear it , do it my way : spread the clothes on your bed! that way , you ( and your husband too) will HAVE to fold it & have a nice crisp tucking bed sheet for you & your heaven-matched spouse . i tried it many times & it works!

masak memasak?

hari ni mak mentua i yg masak lunch.sbbnya aku tertido tak sedaq diri lepas solat subuh sampai kul 1030.dapat tido dalam 4 jam gitu okla..memandangkan dalam 48 jami sebelumnya aku tido 4 jam sahaja.seriyes saiko.dah rasa cam mayat hidup (bukan penagih dadah ok).bergerak tapi soulless..wahahha..ayat tak bley tahan betul.

tapi aku qadakan tugas memasakku belah petang.aku rasa family husband aku jenis yg metabolik tinggi.sekejap je dah lapo.tapi tape la depa kurus2.kalo cam aku ni.buat gaya depa mau jadi pokok renek herba (sendiri faham .ekekke).aku pon gorengla mee.kebetulan husband aku pi pasar borong selangor beli udang yg manis bangat dan mee kuning basah buatan makcik dr kelantan..halal gitu.aku buat satu pek tu habis.pak mertua aku semangat makan termasukla laki aku tu (lepas tu die sibuk nk udang tempura la plak) and mak mertua aku. husband aku ckp sdp..ahhaha aku ni mmg..aku rasala aku mmg pandai masak cuma aku malas jek..huhuahuahua.masa kat mesir,kawan husband aku makan karipap daging aku buat bertalu2 siap suh jual kat rumah selangor..amboii sampai gitu..ekkeke.. nk buat camna bang..istri mu ini bukannya apa..sibuk bangat dgn tesis.

slalunya kalo family husband aku dtg dr kedah,aku akan buat masak lomak nogori.tak kisahla ikan ke,ayam ke,daging ke.drang pulun la makan.asben aku cukup gomar.aku taruk cili padi sampai 14 biji..amek ko..trebakau usus!nak buat camna..dah darah noghori ado kek badan den ni hah.abah den org gomeh laher kek batu keke kolo pilah

anak2 aku,aku masak nasi goreng cheese + telur..drang mmg suka makan nasi goreng (cam aku gak.aku x suke sgt nasi berlauk).sebelum tu aku kukus pau kacang merah jek

aku tgk PIL kalo dok sini tenang je.takde nk buat perangai gaduh2 ke.kalo dok kampung tu ade jek huru haranya.aku da suh duk sekali sini.biaq harmoni keluarga. aku pon tak kesah.kalo nk amik maid pon rasa tenang sbb ada gak pengawasnya.nanti aku puujuk lagi l apak mertua aku ni. die bukannya apa,sayangkan projek bela itik mascovy die tu. siap bawak nk bg aku rasa..tapi aku x minat sangat itik.mungkin sbb masa kecik penah kene kejar itik kot.

konklusinya : aku masak sedap cuma malas jek..ahahhahah self promotion

happy mothers day !!

selamat hari ibu!! me,the loving mom , celebrated it with my sistas, angah & adik.and i brought my merap baby girl, nafeesah along (yeah.i already made a kangaroo pouch.and she sticks on it.kidding).where the others two?well.let the daddy took care of them.yay!

skali kecik plak gambo ni.malas aku nk upload lagi.berzaman nunggu

teema,kok ye pon nk handphone.jgnla bawa nafeesah punye hp hello kitty die k!

actually this was our adik beradik pompuan/sistas outing. my lil sis (read:teemama) persisted to have this small foodie doodies events @vivo times square.supposed mother's day we treats our mom. in our case,terbalik sudah.our mom plak yg treat us. they paid our dining experience with cc.
sebagai membalas budi, adik2ku membelikan mak 6 biji donut krispy kreme.ok..let's see what we have:

hours de ouvres (sorry tak ingat spelling) : chicken wing
angah ckp x elok mkn wing.sbb kaco system badan kita.steroid sijab kat kepak ayam.jaga2 nanti anda akan mengepak sprti ayam plak.kokokokoko

main course : seafood baked rice.background : teema's spaghetti meat ball

seperti biasa,aku musti nk ice blended.kali ni choc.

for dessert : chocolate devil.makan baca bismillah supaya tak jadi syaiton lps makannya ia.sian adik aku teema.choc volcanic die da meletop kat iceland.hahahhaha

lawakan aku amik gambo makanan.guna camera hp pon da da bomb.kalo dslr? ( i heart self-promotion)

thats a list of food ordered by three of us (who ironically on diet.wakakkaak...makan cam puasa sebulan).daalam kejadian yg sama , ada sepasang couple arab duk seat sebelah nk order makanan.die x tau ckp english & BM.yg waitressnya tak reti cakap arab.die nk 'samak'terkebil2 aku tgk waitress tu.asik la pak arab tu ulang samak berjuta kali.pas tu 'gambari'. 'ruz'. maka aku terpaksala tolong jd translator dgn bahsa arab aku yg hanya berkisar pada makanan.hahaha.die takmo dajaj.arab kalo dpt seafood menggeletis jadinya.kat negara drang agaknya asik makan daging aja..itulah..dah pakai ala2 arab harus tau berbahsa arab!

okla.itu saja.aku nk sambung mendraft.malas nk wat conclusion.mengejut stop!

hari sukan taska islam UPM

hari sabtu ritu,hari sukan ank2 saya.si kakak rumah merah.si adik rumah kuning.satu benda je yg aku & husband lupe.dpea takdak kasut sukan.dan sedar malam sebelum sukan jam 12!!!suamiku pon mulalah menyepahkan store room cari kasut sukan kak nuha yg lama yg boleh dibagi kat nusaibah.nasib baik jumpa.yg xde utk kakak.so aku sambar je kasut berjalan die yg ala2 sporty tu.

kakak nuha yg bersemangat kesukanan.

acara nusaibah no 2 dlm tentative.die masuk lari.memandangkan ank2ku ni ada eczema dan venue sukan tu plak dalam hall yg berkepam & panas,maka start la depa menggaru2.sian aku tgk die.tak fokus nk lari.melelong2.dr lane no 1 sampai ke lane no 5 die merentas desa..ekekke..last2 no 4.takla dapat medal.dapat la hadiah saguhati towel + air mineral..(towel sangat berharga ok..nak2 utk yg ank2 kecik.slalu tukar towel bebudak ni)

lepas tu kakak plak lari sambil leret bola dlm gelung..die dah dahului no 2 /3 gitu..tp dalam 15% nk sampai skali kasut die tercabut.aku rasa amat bersalah!!!tp die teruskan gak sambil bawak kasut die.very good fighting spirit nuha!

cabutan bertuah sangat tak bertuah!!!kami no 275..yg dpt 271,273,272,278,279,276...argh!!!
aku ponnk gak merasa hamper free.silala sesaapa bagi aku lepas ni ek.o yeah..aku rasa cam ternampak lecturer aku masa degree.anak die satu skool dgn ank aku la pllak.maknanya wife die staf UPM la kot.die wat lalu2 depan aku plak.aku tau die nk camkan muka aku ni kot.aku nk tegur tp suami aku xde masa tu.die dok melepak kat luar .last2 nk balik tu,aku senyum kat die.malas la plak nk berbual2 plak.sat gi husband aku banyak plak tanyanya.

hari sukan disudahi dgn makan kat PKNS bangi.tp aku tak makan until 6pm baru makan.sbbnya : baby nafeesah tumpahkan ayaq nesloku..habis basah kuyup bau neslo abayaku.. hilang mood aku nk makan.dahle aku tak tido dr malam..melelong2 pi sukan ank..die melasak tarik cawan.nasib baik tak jatuh cawan.biasala da ada ank2 kecik..giliaq makan.aku bg husband & ank2 yg dua beso tu makan dulu.adoyyy..

apa2 pun kami enjoy!!!!

org tak habis acara lagi,kami sibuk bergambar kat luar mengadap kuih muih..hahha..

supermom?not!

aku terbaca somewhere di alam maya "my baby will cry when i leave her and when i come to cuddle her she will smile.i love that feeling".huh?(sambil angkat kening aku).bagi aku itu satu kenyataan yg diromanticizedkan.personally,aku dgn ank-ank berderet2 nih dan si baby picah peelnya gitu jugak dan feeling aku : ARGHH!! abang nk maid!.

ye la.kalau ank sorang tapela.tunggulah bila ada anak ramai.nk2 cam aku ni hah berderet tiap tahun.dahla takde maid.terkial2 sorang dgn keje part-time aku lagi,dgn tesis aku yg tak sudah2 (mana taknya.no1 nk makan,no 2 plak nak mandi pas tu yg no 3 menangis nk susu.bila kemasanya aku nk free?),baru korang mengerti yg tangisan begitu kdg2 memeningkan jiwa raga.sampai aku tatau nk rasa apa.hahahah.i might sound "eh ..die ni kejam betul..apala punya mak." cube fikir balik.mak2 zaman dulu korang ingat ada masa ke nk mengepit 24 jam dgn ank2nya?kalo gitu gayanya x jadi keje la kan.dgn nk masaknya, basuh kain pakai tangan,itu ini begitu begini.kadang2 aku rasa ibu2 muda skang ni cam over plak.memandangkan aku ni kira dah seasoned punya ummi jadi aku pon tersengih je la baca.suka sangat meromanticizedkan sifat seorang ibu.

lepas tu,supermom.bak kata harith, seorang ibu pelengkapnya bapa.(aku sebnanya tak paham nk relatekan dgn kenyataan aku sebelum ni..hahah)please dont call me supermom.sbb aku x lahirkan anak2 utk jadi batman,superman,spiderman or any superhero.slain tu, aku ni,kalau ank2 lasak , tak makan cakap , maka keluarlah suara halilintar petir sabung menyabungku ni.(tp aku sangat2 jarang mengetil, mencubit, menampar anak2ku. bukan jenisku begitu). bila da keluar suara keramat yg pasti x dapat challenge bilal bin rabah yg suaranya merdu hingga ke syurga,barulah ank2 aku diam.lepas tu bley sambung balik melasak.angin betul aku.tp memandangkan kadar melasaknya kurang aku maafkan.tapi kalau dah lompat 3 anak tangga sesuka suki smabil gelak2 mana aku tak naik taufan!

ye.aku sorang ummi yg berleter.kdg2 menjerit.amat jrg skali mencubit dan sebagainya.yg rimas dgr ank2 aku menjerit menangis.tapi itulah kehidupan seorang ibu.dan aku tak rasa nk jadi hipokrit dgn menyatakan tangisan anak2 aku tu umpama lagu merdu di telingaku. walaupun begitu,aku masih ibu penyayang..(hueheuheuehu)

(gambar x ley upload.slowla internet)

mari lahirkan ank2 hebat

percaya tak anak2 kita membentuk pandangan terhadap diri mereka sendiri berdasarkan pandangan kita ibubapanya?itulah yang berlaku.menurut kajian barat,ibubapa yg bersikap positif dan menuturkan ungkapan positif pada diri anak2 melahirkan anak2 yang yakin dan juga berfikiran positif.dan begitu juga sebaliknya.

sebagai contoh,kita haruslah memuji akan kemampuan anak2 kita menyelesaikan tugasan sekolah contohnya ie "alhamdulillah.anak ummi hebat.dah siap da keje skoolnya".jangan plak kita buat secara negatif "dah puas tgk kartun baru nk buat keje skolah.".kalau ye pon anak tu leka tgk kartun,kalo die da wat keje pujilah.susah sangat ke kan?tapi tula sikap ramai mak bapak yg paling aku tak perkenan.belajarlah memuji dan menghargai anak2.anak2 perlu dibelai dgn kata2 juga.drang x reti apa maknanya action speaks more than words.

Skinner , seorang pakar tingkahlaku mengetengahkan satu kondisi operant,dimana kanak2 akan bereaksi lebih positif dan kekal dgn tingkahlaku positif jika diberi pujian setelah melakukan sesuatu. selain itu,seorang pakar kanak kanak istimewa,Harris,M. menyatakan keyakinan diri kanak2 istimewa amat bergantung kepada bagaimana cara ibubapanya mengajar erti menghargai diri sendiri.Jjadi yang penting sekarang,tanamkan sikap positif sejak kecil.jangan dimomokkan dengan kegagalan,negatif,ketahyulan dan segala pantang larang mak nenek yg mengarut.lahirkan ank2 hebat! kata2 ibubapa adalah doa yang mustajab!oo yeah ajar juga anak kita menghormati orang lain & tidak menyakitkan hati org lain dgn memanggil nama bukan2.(pantang tok nek saya ni!)

dilema ummi

MASALAH PALING BESAR GEDABAK YG DIHADAPI WANITA BEKERJAYA adalah :

SAPA NK JAGA ANAK/ANAK-ANAKKU BILA AKU BEKERJA?

betul tak? yang hairan binti ajaibnya mengapa sampai sekarang takda langkah proaktif dari kerajaan untuk mewajibkan majikan menyediakan khidmat jagaan kanak-kanak di semua tempat kerja ataupun menubuhkan satu pusat khidmat jagaan separuh kerajaan/sepenuh kerajaan di kawasan kediaman?

Anak-anak inilah sebenarnya aset dan sumber manusia yang terhebat dan tidak ternilai.Memandangkan si ibu dah bertambah tugasannya selain dari tanggungjawab azalinya maka perlulah kerajaan memikirkan solusinya.selain itu,tidak kedengaran pula suara-suara NGO wanita yang menjuarai isu ini.

bilalah agaknya hal ini akan menjadi realiti?adakah sampai aku dah ada cucu cicit?

hari ini hari khamis

nk masak utk lunch,skali onion dah habis.jadi i pon memasakla nasik goreng + ayam halia smalam (kekke)dan sotong tepung.ritu wat udang tepung ikut resepi dr hana's family.menjadi. sadurnya x resap minyak.takle meloya tekak memakannya.ropenya guna ayaq sangat2 sejuk (siap masuk ketul ais lagi).suami i blasah je.utk die taruk cili api.memandangkan ank2 ni tak ke kindi , maka i pon goreng ikan + sayur kobis utk depa.yg si bb paksa makan bubur nasi + ikan bilis+bwg puth+halia+daun bwang.

hari ni suami keje sampai kul 2 sbb malam kang lepas maghrib die ade appointment dgn customer die.ingat nk duk rumah jek skali die ajak pi JJ wangsa maju plak.nk cr vacuum plak (katanya kesian kat istrinya ni yg menyapu satu rumah manually.. alhamdulillah!) masalahnya i rasa malas plak.dah la berengkai2 ank2 kami ni.nk pi JJ yg ada members day kira battling the war la jugak.adoii.

ttg tesis:ya allah..sangat pening diriku nk intreprete data dr video ni.kalo bercakap xpe jugak.ni sign language.serious kene telah betul2.dgn behaviour drang yg mmg x brapa sama dgn normal people.ada tu xde expression plak.tunggang terbalikla aku nk tafsirkan tingkahlaku drang tu.(lain kali terlampau futuristic akan merosakkan diri.Dr.maaf lambat siap)

alaaaaa...ank2 ni depa bantai bergaduh la plak..dgn si baby nanggis..adoi..nanti la sambng..idea ada pon terbantut jadinya..see ya

summary

"summary is the part when you are tired of thinking"

ok ok.i told u before, i wont watch downloaded house in my notebook.ill watch on AXN instead.but i cant resist it!last night i spent my time watching 3 episodes back-to-back!!OMG it was too sinful.neglecting my thesis and lavishing my time with house md.and resulting me being guilty as charged man for the whole next day.(this is what happened when i didnt have any internet connection.i fed myself more outrageously)

my husband left for penang this morning.have meeting & business deal with the shipping co.at first,he asked me to follow.but when i said,im afraid it is too hot and i ended up suffering bad migraine,eventually he retracted back.if we are going to stay in a cool place (read:hotel) it is ok then.but, you know,penang is a neighbour of kedah.and of course he, as a filial son will stay in his parents' house in kedah. maybe after the summer end and the winter waving in,ill follow him to kedah.and he know how bad am suffering when the migraine attacking me.thanks dearie for understanding me and not forcing me to come along.

on the other hands,more abuse cases reported.naahhh!!i hate those abuser. cheapskate! lousy!loser!if u r really good at hitting child,lets try hitting the adults.and what makes me feel irked the reaction from the neighbours.WTH after the dead you barking about what u heard : crying,screaming so forth.i just dont understand.malaysian can be so kepohci (noisy) at the wrong place at the wrong time but to do some reasonable and just action we will keep silent and ignored.see the pattern there.ulu yam and now seri kembangan case.and both cases are done by the partner in crime who is jobless.please find better job rather than murderer abuser.

ok.yesterday i bought another dubai abaya.and again my husband : "WHAT?ABAYA LAGI?/more abaya?"i said yes.and he continued : "DUBAI tak nak beli ke?/why dont u just buy dubai herself".it fall on a deaf ears,darl.whatever you said is so sweet to my ears (yikes) since ill make a payment using your monies.luv ya so much!im telling you.before,i just bought 1 piece of abaya/jilbab in a year for 3 consecutive years (this is the average amount) and now i took a revenge and meraban bershopping..hahahahaha

this abaya named farah.i love those furry2..ekekek(i cilok this pic from sis suhaila's fb.since im buying it and not receive it yet,hope u dont mind me sharing yours here)

another things:ill spend my weekends at my parents'.balik kampung la gamaknya.and the internet might be as slow as a snail (or even slower) and i cant play my games and sending gifts.ok im an avid gamer.and my husband said he didnt know he is married one. muahhaha. now you know la kan abang!i said i never neglected my duties because of games.i played it during leisure time.again he said : "is it?why there is always screen of RC?".and i grinning!it is automatic games ok.just feed the staff and look at t he trade.thats all.and it just took less than 5 min.and he stopped when I started to bring on the stadium Astro games issue.ekekkekeke

ok reader.thanks for following my blog.it might be a simple notation of my life.or me raging civil war here but i know that we are reading community and we love to know what happened to each others!see ya on the next entry !

nama

before i got pregnant with Nuha my first child , I prayed that if I got a girl ill name her Khadijah and if a boy ill name him Muhammad. Then,Nuha born and she was named Nuha Khadijah with Nuha was given by her walid and Khadijah from me.

In a relaxing evening,Id chat with my husband.If we are going to have a son after this, I want to name him with Muhammad and Yusuf.I felt in love with these prophets. Muhammad s.a.w for his izzah and yusuf for his handsome face (aci ke?).Since,my husband wants all of our children to have N as initial , i reserved that for him. (he likes the name Nourredine--->i want it to spell it like this.barulah glams gitew.anyway Nourredine is after syeikh nuruddin al banjari and syeikh nourredine al atha).

plus i told him,after this i want to deliver either in private hosp or overseas.i want him to see how his wife battling her own life for his child.yeah.he never been by my side on all of my labour.first he was in egypt.second he was not allowed by dr.aiman ( she said "muhammad you better stay outside.you already looked pale"and yes he was trembling as told by my friend,kak gee).and no 3 , the nurses forgot to call him to come to the labour room.i guess he'll fainted to see me since the contraction was maximum and i sort of begging for life.telling you!no epidural no painkillers but added with pitocyn.Masyaallah,I thank allah for gave me such strngth for gave birth to all my child normally (SVD).

hope that for no 4 , he'll be by my side.ok.im not expecting ok.just a wish for the future. ngehehhehe