trance

i read a biography on Candy Jones (please google her).and one of the expert on psychology stated that people who are in stress and depressed for a long period of time, having a traumatic experience, victims of any kind of abuse are people that easily being hypnotize and put on trance.Even a snap of fingers will do.

no wonder,jin and bad spirit will choose people with weak hearts & emotions to be with. strengthen yourself with ibadah!!! pray 5 times , add with solah sunah and read quran with dzikr.Dua for ourselves.Hasbunallahu wa nikmal wakeel

fitnah sama cam membunuh.

bayangkan.anda anda seorang yg menghidapi foot and eczema dan sangat sensitif dengan segala jenis bahan2 yg mempunyai kimia (segala jenis cecair cucian).jika terkene walau sedikit akan naik biji2 air yg sgt gatal & jika digaru akan menyebabkan infection.dan jika anda cuba memakai latex gloves,tangan atau kulit anda itu akan membengkak.disebabkan alahan pada latex.

kerana itu,suami tersayang yang tolong bab2 membasuh pinggan mangkuk.jika balik kampung suami,dia jga membantu bab2 basuh kain baju sbb di rumah mertua mesin basuhnya kerap rosak.

jadi,perlukah digunakan sbb itu,utk anda menjaja fitnah yg suami aku itu dayus atas sebab membantu isteri membasuh pakaian termasuklah pakaian2 inner ni?dah takde keburukan lain,yg tu pon cukupla kan utk ko menabur fitnah satu kampung yg suami aku ni kene control sampai sanggup basuh segala mala pakaian istrinya?*pelik..kalo pompuan basuh baju laki tapa..sedangkan itu bukan kewajiban unless disuruh.

dan please,selama ni pun,aku tak pernah nk umpat hampa.bagi aku,jika salah dr segi agama aku cuba tegur.masalahnya yg menabur fitnah ni, aku jarang sekali bertegur sapa.orang satu kampung ja pon.apsal aku yg takda kena mengena pon hang nk kata nasi kankangkan laki aku?aku ni dibesarkan dgn cukup baik oleh mak pak aku dengan kepercayaan hanya ALLAH tujuan hidup.

aku rasa aku da sampai tahap maksima dah sabaq ni.kalau aku mula bercakap kat hampa,tahan hati sajalah nanti.

bercakap dengan jin

suami aku pi balik kampung di Yan sementelah dia ada keje kat penang.biasalah.ank soleh.padahal mak mertua ku duk sini dgn aku.wakakaka..

nk dijadikan cerita,makcik suami aku ni dituruni roh puteri purbakala.suami aku yg ustaz ni pon terpinga2 dibuatnya.tak pasal2 makcik die ni berubah gaya,suara ala2 puteri bangsawan.dia pon ada nk tergelak juga.ye la makciknya jual nasi lemak ja tiba2 bercakap,bergaya ala2 puteri.konon2nya bak kata org2 kampung,jin tu nk menurun makcik suamiku tu jadi bomoh.mcm2

makcik suami aku ni da lama sakit.depa kata org buat.dah sebulan dok atas tikar semayang dok zikir dan uzlah gitu.dan2 masa suami aku ni kebetulan pi rumah die,die menurun la plak.yg laki aku ni,die dok gatai mulut tanya kat roh tu.antaranya:

suamiku: macammana "nurul **** ***** (nama penuh aku)"
jin: diam sekejap..erm..orgnya putih,cantik,lemah lembut.tp skang dia kuat marah2.ada org dok perdengki dia.buat dia.org kelantan atau trengganu.isteri ini keras hatinya.sangat keras.

suami aku ckp masa die dgr lemah lembut rasa nk termuntah pun ada.suami aku siap kata bini aku ni kurang skit ja dari tentera jepun ganasnya..hahahah..tp keras hati ni mmg.mak aku masa aku sekolah dulu pi tanya ustazah berubat islam.nk mnta la ayaq yassin.ustazah tu siap kata aku ni tersangat keras hati.aku pon rasa betul.aku mmg teguh dgn pendirian aku.dan..ehh jin ni kat aku cantik la plak.bio beno..okla ..aku ni kira alhamdullillah idokle buruk beno ropenye.bak kata suami aku seblom kami kompem nk tunang

"asalkan tak muka ghurka jadila..alhamdulillah.." (ceh keji betoi..ada ka die ingat aku ada chance muka ghurka.

suami aku confuse skejap atas kejadian di atas.aku ni mmg tak percaya.sbb aku pgg kata2 kuliah aku dengar masa ust ismail kamus & penulisan dr haron din."elakkan bersahabat dgn jin.sebaik2 jin sejahat2 manusia"

maka aku memainkan peranan aku ala2 ustazah bahiyah gitu.aku guna pendekatan berhemah dpn mak mertua aku.aku jelaskan.aku pgg kata2 dua ustaz tersohor yg aku ckp tu.dan suami aku pon,bila aku dah perkuatkan gitu,dan2 die call kawan2 se alzharnya dulu yg skang dok mengubat org selepas belajar kat darussyifa.pendapat drang pon sama.benda begitu kene bawa berubat.mengarut jin dok perturun ilmu.

secara jujurnya..ini dah dua kali kes begini.seblom ni pon ada sorang kak ni.biasa ja pon die.aku pi ikut mertua aku ni la.tetiba..dia diam..melengung..dan2 keluar suara pakcik tua loghat kedah cakap dgn aku.terkejut mak enon aku.dia kata "cek ni ketegaq.ada resdung kuat"apa la..resdung aku plak yg dia cakapkan.aku siap pi tanya "pakcik org yaman ka?bunyi cam kedah ja"seriously aku pertikaikan sebab ya la..kata jin tu pak syeikh yaman..apa kahainya cakap kedah?musykil aku.tapi mak mertua aku cpt2 tepuk paha aku.die bg isyarat jgn.aku pon diam la

balik tu laki aku cakap kat aku.jgn main sukati ja.bukan apa.takut kita riak.allah benarkan nk jadi,dia masuk kat hang.satu hal.hehe

ntahla.inilah masalah yg buat aku terkeluar status "it is hard to have parents-in-law who believe on blackmagic and spirit thingy.im just being polite but at the end i felt like a dumb ass" yg respond pon kawan aku mat salleh canada.die pon pandai..kata islam melarang benda2 begini.tapi die kata aku bukan dumbass sbb eventually aku akan mng kerana ke'polite'an aku tu..yeah..sangat benar!!!

tangani kemengarutan dunia dgn iman & ilmu

attach

my mom in law verified that my baby daughter is too attached to me to the extent that i mostly cant do anything.Dr. S dont blame for for late submission.blame my baby,Nafeesah..hehe

just imagine if there are no computer.HOW ON EARTH IM GOING TO PROCESS THE STATS DATA?and that will take me about 10 years to complete it.and by the graduation another 5 children will added to our family. hehe

capsicum

and suddenly this is my favourite fruit !!! hail the capsicum !!
i made an omelette with loads of onion + capsicum + tomatoes +spring onion !!
wrapped in a bread and washed it down with a coffee + goats milk.
THATS HAVEN!!(for those who have to stay up)

flowchart

i hate it when it comes to do some flow chart,sequential charts or anything else related with graphic on Words.i have the above flowchart in 7 pages and i used the font with sizes 9.and when i checked the requirement for thesis writing with my friend,Magdalina she told me it is supposed to be the same font and size with the thesis content writing.ARGH!!!!!!

just imagine..how i have to update this !!!!!argh!!! and argghh!!!!!

coach vs abaya

i like the amanda collection but in a black color.i cant found it.so i just put this pic as illustration

a year ago,i was thinking of buying coach.and yes it was thousands of RM.and my husband said this "bayangkan berapa banyak abaya awak boleh beli dengan duit banyak tu"*
and thanks husband for that superb idea.and i cant stop shopping for abaya now..hehehe

*"imagine how many abayas you can buy with that same amount!"

hijab issues

this is mine.so nice.altho my lil bro commented it is a bit tight but i wear it loosely because i dont buy a bikini here.abaya should be loose right

hot issue on abaya & jilbab.as an abaya wearer, i hve just made it as my status few days back."abaya wearing has been taken for granted".and suddenly boomed the issue is raised and suddenly all of this people of the earth are talking about it.why so sudden?erm..noope sure.

if u asked me,ill say im ok with any kind of jilbab or abaya..be it chiffon,colourful,flowey or whatsoever.given that : THE DEFINITION of AURAT is not compromised.
checked this:

• lower your hijab so you will cover your bosoms
• tabaruj (refer to the uruf) is to be avoided.

people argued on the chiffon kaftan.i guess in lies on the softness & flowy material of it that accentuated the beautiful body of the woman.again , if you are going to wear it,

• buy a loose one.
• wear something underneath so that we wont see your legs and in between.
• and if you wear it with hijab that covers you assets that will probably erased all the possibilities of being stared by wild men.

• and if you wear abaya,again please wear something underneath.im traumatized to see a pattern of your undies under your abaya.for god sake,sis!!!ive been through this and sumpah!! i takmo kene lagi.
• i saw some pics,sis with niqab with black abaya and so on but the way she posed,indicating tabaruj.you see,how the definition of tabaruj is so vague.
• and please.wear your hijab nicely.lower it to your bosom.men are eager on this.the more you try to cover,actually the more they want to see.what i see is,most women lower it at the back but showing all the sizes of their boobs.whats the purpose of covering your back?is there any sensual things there?
• and i read somewhere in a blog.they like to put some pin in a neck so that will show the long neck.what the heck?as a woman with everything short (read:height,neck,legs) am opposing this!why to show off?if you want to show off,why on the first place you wear hijab?
• and also the humps ma humps ma humps (tuned to the fergies' BEP) on your head.thats one thing?whats with the artificial?if the hump is made of your long hair ,i see it as acceptable.if not the long hair will make an entrance to the outside world,right?
• and if youve already perfectly covered your aurat,now let's cover your attitude.

thats all..i dont think im a mufti or whatsoever.and i know my opinion might be different from yours but hey i bet it is in terms of syariah.

happy belated birthday.Nusaibah

we just came back from vacation.explained why this is a belated wish.my 2nd daughter born 7th june 2007 in cairo,egypt.she was named Nusaibah after a great sahabiah of rasulullah.

nusaibah in her first day of life.

bubbly 3 years old girl

hallu..baba feen?

my kids enjoy this song!me too

this i promise you!

my fav song during varsity period!!enjoy!! JC is so much mature than bieber.whats wrong with girl nowadays?lol!!!OMG!!JC is sooo sooo sooo charming

visual

a picture is worth thousands of words (good to use when you are damn too lazy to write)

my favourite : aish (lebanese bread) with omelette (the hadramawt style) and iced lemon to wash it down!! laziss awi awi!! can u spot a bowl of clear soup at the background?yes thats a yemeni style lamb soup which is cookes with less spices compared to indian style.
and please dont take it with ginger tea or else you will explode! (a really good lesson for my husband). i guess the yemeni cook put 'secret potion' so that i will perpetually dreaming of this tasty omelette,bread & masywi!!ill go there tomorrow!!!!!!yummm

thats me & my daughter,nusaibah before the feast begins!!the white drink was the iced lemon & the choc is iced milo

my husband & our other 2 kids.before he wolfed down a lamb soup with ruz & masywi

suka makan kambing

dah 2 hari berturut2 suami aku membaham kambing dalam pelbagai rupa masakan. semalam dia makan sup kambing kat Saba' kedai arab tu.hari ni dia makan sup kambing kedai mamak plak.siap dgn teh halia lagi.walhasilnya : perut die ada angin taufan tornado puting beliung juga.duduk tak senang.disuruhnya aku urut.aku plak sapukan pati halia faveret aku tu kat die..haa baru lepas bebas angin tu.lepas tu pening kepala la,pedih ulu hati la.tak pasal2 aku dah urut dia aku plak yg angin perut lepas tu.apala.tu la cakap istri takmo dengar.mungkin esok lusa abang boleh mengembek plak.