this is my 3rd sequel from the mental lexicon saga (yeah.im too old to heart cullen).the mental lexicon I was abandoned because of the slow server.the mental lexicon II is-now-defunct simply because i lost the password and can't login.

Monday, January 17, 2011

mazhab: hang jgn nk terlebih auta noh!!

aku tengok ada kecenderungan org islam di malaysia ni utk sama berdebat hal2 berkaitan islam.ini bukan hal2 fardhu ain saja malahan menyntuh persoalan aqidah dan bahas fiqh yg mendalam. aku tak lihat ini sbg satu yg sihat.sebabnya, depa ni dari hujah mereka adalah dangkal ilmu agama.semuanya dilandaskan mengikut pengajian ilmu ikut dan dan pertimbangan akal.

aku berada dalam linkungan mereka yg belajar agama secara sahih (baca: ustaz) dan aku sendiri belajar diploma pengajian islam masa aku single).aku sangat hormat dgn org2 agama kerana bagi aku mereka adalah pewaris nabi.tu sbb juga aku menikah sorang ustaz mesir demi kerana hormat dan inginnya aku perdalamkan islam.

yg buat aku hangin,golongan yg purak purak cerdik agama dlm masyarakat ni yg buat aku mendidih.ada yg doik sibuk jd penyokong salafi.mengutuk ahlul sunnah.tapi bila aku tanya, padia beza salafi,mampuih tak dapat jawab.ada yg dok salahkan penerapan mazhab imam syafie di malaysia. bagi aku, memandangkan masyarakat kita ni kurang ilmu agama, bahasa arab pon tak paham sepatah haram, baca quran ikut dan, hampa nk confusekan dgn perbincangan mazhab yg lebih baik ditinggalkan buat mereka yg lebih alim itu?hampa nak dunya celaru ka?

aku bukannya taksub mazhab.tapi aku sellau tgk satu2 perkara berdasarkan keadaannya. bayangkan hampa ajaq perbandingan 4 mazhab kpd soon-to-be mat rempit , takka pernaya budak tu.hang ajaq, takpa anjing tu x haram (ikut hanafi), haram ikut syafie.kut2 sok dia dok bertepuk tampaq , cium sana sini dgn hanjing takka pernaya.

bagi aku,mmg ada keluasan berijtihad.tapi sumanya ada kaedahnya.(ya aku tau aku ajar kaedah penyelidikan.jadi kaedahnya aku amat berkaedah).org2 agama kita yg awal2 nk menapakkan islam di malaysia ni, guna pakai mazhab syafie nk bg permudah hidup.manusia ni nk kepastian.sat gi ustaz tu ckp ikut mazhab syafie, sat gi mazhab hanafi, hampa kata ustaz tu membohong.itu antaranya.dan perbahasan mendalam hal khilaf ini terlebih elok dibahas oleh alim ulama.bukan ikut dan ja kita yg cetek ilmu.

bg aku mudah saja, hang pi blajaq agama elok2.jgn jadi ikut perasaan sgt dlm agama.sampai apa saja salah hampa x ley terima.dan kalau hampa nk bercakap hal perbandingan mazhab,tutup aurat betul2 dulu.kalau dada hang dok menonjol sana sini,rambut hang gerbang sana sini,pi bleajar hukum asas dulu.dan kau mamat, kalau hang tak blaja agama, jgn dok perleceh apa imam syafie buat.hampa bley buat ka,hukum haidh tu? silap2 aku tanya pasal permasalahan haidh, hampa ikut dan bg pendapat.silap2 dpt haram bersama bini hang time haidh.

aku mmg jarang marah.tapi bila aku tgk ada pak pandir nk tunjuk pandai dalam agama.aku naik angin.aku paling pantang org tak hormat org2 agama.ya mereka bukan maksum . tapi sekurangnya depa pewaris nabi.hang?

Saturday, January 15, 2011

peanut butter square

peanut butter square
* alternative to snickers & reese
original recipe from bakeryeyed

base
1/2 cup unsalted butter
1 3/4 cup powdered sugar ( i used 1 1/2 cup only)
1 cup smooth peanut butter ( i used chunky one)
3/4 graham cracker crumbs ( i used weetameal crackers)
1/2 cup oats (i added at my own)

topping
1/4 cup unsalted butter
1/2 cup chopped cooking chocolate

methods:
melt 1/2 cup butter on double-boiled .after fully melt, stay away from the heat and add sugar,peanut butter,and all ingredient for base.
bring it back to the heat and stir until fully combined.

then,spread it on the pan

for topping melt the ingr. using double boiling method.
pour on top of base.
refrigate for 30 mins.

Friday, January 14, 2011

wasatiyyah

suddenly i remembered my chit-chat time with my ex-boss,almarhum prof dr muhammad al mahdi. he was a white american revert who fall in love with Malaysia but speak Indonesian.*lol. he passed away almost 6 years ago.

he was surely a brainy man.with long list of academic and working experiences with america army & NASA, he of course possessed clearly good brain. he told us, 3 of us (his staff); kak rahimah,kak syahida and kak sofia, pentagon has technology beyond 50 years.just imagine that! 50 years! whatever we muslim country have?

if we remembered how Rasulullah asked us to seek jannah as if we'll die tomorrow and seek dunya as if we will life forever, we should know that, achieving the greatest must be made as our focal point.a good muslim who actually deeply understand the Islam and syarie will prohibit himself from mushy quashy sort of things and focus the energy on improving ourselves.

islam does not asking you to left all the dunya for akhirah.the best is always the moderate stand.khayr inshallah

chocolate with orange zest pudding

chocolate with orange zest pudding
*resepi dr bbc.com.yes,british broadcasting!

125g/5oz butter
125g/5oz caster sugar (i used 100g)
2 oranges, zest and flesh cut into segments
2 eggs, beaten
170g/6oz self raising flour ( i used wheat flour instead)
3 heaped tbsp cocoa powder (i used 4 heaped tbsp koko radix)
1 tsp baking powder
1/2 cup milk or until you get the dropping consistency

For the chocolate sauce

50g/2oz dark chocolate
1 tbsp honey
hot water, to mix

Preparation method

Lightly grease pudding basins with a little butter. Put the remaining butter, sugar, orange zest, eggs, flour, cocoa powder and baking powder into a large bowl and beat until smooth and thoroughly combined. Add enough milk to give a dropping consistency.

Spoon the mixture into the pudding basin and smooth the surface. Steam for about 30 minutes.

While the puddings are cooking, make the chocolate sauce. Melt the chocolate in a bowl over simmering water and add the honey. Add enough hot water to mix to a coating consistency.

garnish with orange, of course...hehehe

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Steamed Cheese-Layered Choc Brownies

Steamed Cheese-Layered Choc Brownies
brownies
*500 g premix brownies flour
*4 eggs
*75ml cooking oil
*200ml water
*5g baking powder
*5g soda bicarbonate

Cream cheese filling
250g cream cheese
60 g castor sugar
1 egg
25 ml water

1.Add all ingredients marked * and beat onmixer with medium speed for 3 mins.
2.for cream cheese filling : add all the ingredient except egg.beat until fluffy.add the egg and beat for a while.
3.how to make a layer: pour half of the brownies mixture and steam for 15 mins
4.then,pour the cream cheese filing and steam for 15 mins
5.lastly, pour the left brownies mixture.steam for 30-40 mins.
6.you can pipe some choc ganache and topping is up to your creativity

pau (steamed pao)


pau (steamed pao) (makes around 15-20 pieces chubby pao)

500 g wheat flour
1/2 packet mauripan
1/2 cup sugar
1/4 vege oil
1 3/4 cup water

filling
*you can put anything you want.curry chic,sardine.am using the egg coconut jam.

method
1.mix flour & mauuripan and dissolve sugar on water
2.mix all ingre. and knead the dough with hand for 15 min or until become smooth.
3.scale it around 60 gm,round it and rest for 10 min
4.flatten the dough and put the filling.
5.wrap it and rest for another 40 minute to rise. (put on some squared papers.
6.steamed it on steamer.

donut choco

donut choco

500g tpg gandum
1/2 bungkus mauripan
3/4cwn ayaq
1/3 cwn susu tepg pnh krim
1 bj teloq
1/2 cwn marjerin
3 camca gula pasir halus
1 sudu besar garam
1/2 camca besar baking powder

topping choco
1/2 cwn koko radix
1.5 sudu besar susu pekat manis
1 sdu besar marjerin
2 sudu besar air
(masak sume double boil)

1.gaulkan tpg & mauripan dan larutkan gula dlm air
2.gaul semua dan uli sampai licin biar selama 30 min atau die jd kembang 2kali saiz
3.kemudian,tumbuk2 skit adunan tu dan uli2 skit danbuatkan ikut size dan rupe donut yg biasa dilihat
4.biar sat dlm 30 mint
5.kemudian goreng
6.sirakan dgn coklat dan rice kaler2.

egg&chicken sandwich


egg&chicken sandwich

roti perancis - buh skit butter bakar atas tefal bg garing skit

fillings:
ayam kisar
3 biji telur
bawang benggala cincang kiub
bawang putih cincang kiub
4 sudu besar sauce cheese & herbs kimball
1/2 sudu kecik serbuk lada hitam
nenas
jagung
kapsikum (utk walidnya)

goreng ayam kisar dah garing skit masuk telur.hancur2kan telur masukkan bawang dan lelain

hiasan
timun potong nipis2
tomato pon sama
mayo --> sapu pd roti skit je

hidangkan cam buat sandwich.peh tu boleh dimakan.baca doa makan dulu ya..ehhe * AWAS ---> portionnya sangat kcik.si bapa mungkin bley makan sebanyak 20 bijik..muehehhe

no-bake strawberry cheese cake

no-bake strawberry cheese cake
*pic is a bit blur & non-artistic.using mys sis hp cam.

base:
3 1/2 cwn biskut marie (tumbuk sampai hancur)
3/4 ketul butter (cairkan)
* gaulkan kedua2 dan kedapkan pd loyang.peh tu simpan dlm fridge dlm 30min-1jam

filling
250 g cream cheese
200 g whipped cream
1 bekas kecik yogurt perisa beri (dlm 130g)
1/2 cwn gula halus
1 sudu kecik gelatin halal (masukkan dlm air suam dlm 1/2 cwn & kaco.maybe dia akan berketul2..tp sy masukkan je dlm adunan..hehehe)
*pukul sume sampai gebu.yogurt tu separuh masukkan masa last skali before tuang dlm loyang.jgn kacau sgt.bg nampak warna skit.dah sudah..tuang dlm loyang ada base td.dan sejukkan dlm fridge sekitar 2 jam ke atas.

hiasan
2 sudu besar jam strawberry
dan amik dlm 1 sudu besar air gelatin yg dibuat tadi.
1 sudu kecik gula
*masak atas api kecik.dan tuang bila nk makan.bila da serve satu2.dan boleh taruk fresh stroberi..

(versi sy takde hiasan sbb anak tukang pegang dlm kete terpenyekkan..meleper jadinya..arghh)

choco-nestum steamed cake

choco-nestum steamed cake

1 cwn tpg
1 cwn gula
1 cwn myk masak
1/2 cwn susu cair
1/2 cwn susu pkt
1/4 cwn nestum
3/4 cwn koko
4 biji tlor
1 camca kecik baking powder

1) telor & gula pukul sampai sebati (sy blend guna blender saja..hehehe)
2) masak atas api kecik agak2 mendidih sume bahan selain telor & gula.
3)campor no 1 & no 2 dlm satu bekas..dan gaul sebati.
3)tuangkan kesemua bahan di atas dalam loyang.
4)kukus 45 min.

sapa2 suke choc cair bley la tuang di atas.kami sbb x dan nk buat dah tinggal separuh..hehehhe

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

obesity : queen sized

im watching queen sized.a drama on big teenage girl winning her homecoming queen title.i really love this kind of story where people defied any challenges and win the battle of self-esteem.

id went through a childhood with big girl stamped on my forehead.with the harsh and rude kids who made remarks on big people, it just collapsing more and more the self esteem on me. parent should teach their child to have better manner and dont simply call big people with names.i might say i want to slap them on face.and now, most of them are having reversing process with me.(this is karma,peeps!kidding)

and im not sure whether im on diet or depressed or whatsoever whatcamacallit, i lost my appetite and resulting me lost loads of kilos. i entered new school year (standard 4) as a skinny girl.

what am trying say here is, the epidemic of obesity and how people perceived it. first, obesity is increasing and often it comes with negative effects.most people know, to prevent obesity, healthy lifestyle is needed.second, the negative connotation and rude remarks by skinny society on this people.this is among the factor that contributed to the depression and continuing indulging on obesity lifestyle.

let me put this way.often,family of obese child, will shower them with loads of unhealthy food. some even going further by encouraging glued-to-the-magic box attitudes.some parents extend their wildness of being being too protective, ironically by being sympathetic.this big girl DID NOT need sympathy.dont look at them as fat girl.look at them as your child who deserve your help on having healthier body and life.as a parent, your role and power on shaping your child is high.why dont you use it?

for obese people to shed all those excess baggages, the most important thing is support from the loved ones.if your obese persona trying to lose weight,give him/her support. encourage them to have healthy life and balanced meals.prevent y ourself from inviting them joining mamak at 12 midnite. encourage her to exercise.thats the right way to do so.

obesity is an epidemic and helps your child to go out from it.

Monday, January 3, 2011

niqab

OMG (tune it to BEP's) !! the internet is too slow.Based on the research statistics of 1 person died in every 4 minutes due to cancer, the loading of my CSI Crime City FB games will take life of 30 persons. i supposed to continue my paper writing.After 2 pieces of toast with nutella spreading on them and a cup of hot coffee safely going through my esophagus and ready to be digested, i,yet to start any writing (instead blogging? dush*dush*).

im busying myself with these line chart in which i think look not so good.after consulting my dearest ex-colleague,firebrand miss kiti loh, she told me, for nice chart , excel is better choice.again OMG! i need to master this product of Gates?arghh

no,straight to the main topic.one of my husband friend commented on the pictures of one niqabi woman strutting (yes,she was posing and the eyes were too seductive) on FB.he is my husband's junior in pondok Pak ya and went to Al azhar too.he told the woman, "tujuan berniqab utk mengelak fitnah. pandangan mata serta bahasa tubuh pun sama." (the purpose of wearing niqab is to prevent fitnah (bad mouthing). that includes eyes gazing and body language.).haa terkedu kak tu bila kene sound sekali. i agreed with Ust. F*.if you are niqabi, doesnt mean that you can upload 1 millions of your pics on FB. ok.ok.im exaggerating.it will cause fitnah.dont you think so? whats more if you striking a pose , looking fiercely and seductively with big smile (well,the eyes will tell whether you smile or not). i just dont get it.thats why i stated on my status :

memberatkan aurat kesan drpd pemberatan ibadah itulah terbaik. bukan disbbkan dorongan emosi atau persekitaran.
a stricter stand on aurah should be based on the effect of better ibadah.thats the best.not because of emotionally-driven or surrounding


am not bashing any niqabis.it is your niat.i didnt know your niat.only ALLAH knows it.but if you are not doing it sincerely because of Him, its is no good.beware of what we are doing.we are the living syiar of Islam.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

FB & Life

WARNING : in FB

  1. not all the people do what they stated on the status.
  2. islam should be practiced in your life in all aspect not just practice it on FB.
  3. people always think they are right eventhough they are wrong.
  4. people are always absence of empathy. they judged condition based on what they are up to.not the person on it.
  5. some people are so narrow minded and overboard when it comes to practicing Islam. (kamonn!!nothing wrong of women working!!!).
  6. you might be close virtually but not necessarily in real life.

conclusion is : beware.FB will kills your reality social skills as the radio kills the superstar!! haha *kidding!!