this is my 3rd sequel from the mental lexicon saga (yeah.im too old to heart cullen).the mental lexicon I was abandoned because of the slow server.the mental lexicon II is-now-defunct simply because i lost the password and can't login.

Monday, August 23, 2010

happy dakwah

ok guys.am too tired *actually this is my brain talking.

i love to read ust zahazan's articles and ust azhar idrus's fiqh kuliyyah.both of them are positive people who so far using their knowledge instead the emotion on dakwah.

they speak facts.they speak only the thing that should be mattered.and they speak a good word.

i observed some trends of ppl regardless their career,have tendency to see in a negative and narrowed view.take an example,many people complaning about the declining attendance in Tarawikh towards the end of Ramadhan or performing Isya & Tarawikh in jamaah but not maghrib. again for me,if i am a masjid committe,i will welcome them instead of insinuating them.they come with the purpose to perform an ibadah.instead of have bad perception or su'u dhan it is better for me to have positive attitude on their attendance rite?they are guest of ALLAH and i didnt see any reason for me condemning them.and i believe if i do that,they will be run away again.rite?and again if it is because of my bad mouth they are turn away from masjid,did i do any good here?

secondly.ppl loves to comparing and set-up a benchmark which is sometimes is out of credentials and cant be generalize.*my lord!i sounds like reporting my findings*.given a situation: back from teaching at 6pm.rushing at home to start preparing iftar at 630 and by 715 still in the kitchen.and what i am doing is preparing food for my husband & kids'iftar.and again comparing it with reading mathurat at the same time frame?for me both action are inshaallah will be rewarded.i saw nothing wrong of ppl preparing foods for iftar.ALLAH promised reward for those preparing it right?why fuss then?and considering the uruf,Malaysian working hours and traffic and the way we cooked our food,it is almost 7+ ,we finished all the things.

thirdly.i prefer to use positive word instead of negative.for example.i would like to say :inshaALLAH,boleh!.because i put an effort to be boleh and at the same time i give all my strength to Him.psychologically,good word vibes positives attitudes and claiming that this is from western and refusing it is a bit naive.why shouldnt I take a good from the west and applied it?we have brain & mind to judge which one is good for us rite?instead of scaring myself and motivation about deathness,i prefer to see it this way : everyone is going to die.and to live is to do the best deeds.which will again helps us in akhirah.*instead of being sad,demotivated,i choose to be happy and embraced the facts that ill die someday.no doubts.

wht am trying to say is: there is no harm to be positive in dakwah.it is really up to us to change the mindset.

happy dakwah!

my lord

upon completing my thesis.I WANT TO SLEEP FOR A YEAR!!!!!!!!!!
God.i am a sleep-deprived creature.Help me O ALLAH.it is too near to complete.

Monday, August 16, 2010

method

my husband told me : "You are too methodologic"

Me: "am afraid.for all these times i taught Research Methodology"


after a long discussion on the needs of proper planning & professionalism on conducting business. I accidentally applied the methodology taken during conducting a research.and I didnt aware about it.Sometimes,the knowledge seems to haunted me.hehe.

Monday, August 9, 2010

siri makhluk halus

tertonton satu segmen tazkirah ust zawawi di tv.katanya org berwudhu ada 2 malaikat yg menjaganya.subhanallah.saya amat percaya kerana ALLAH dah tunjukkan pada saya buktinya.

kami sekeluarga telah diganggu makhluk halus.hanya ALLAH yg tahu sebab musabab kami dipilih utk diganggu.satu mungkin kerana,kami suami isteri telah menggagalkan rancangan iblis syaitan yg ingin menyesatkan kaum keluarga suami saya.(utk lebih lanjut boleh lihat entry "Bercakap dgn jin".
kami berubat dgn ustaz2 anak murid dato harun din dan balik di selangor,kami sambung di darussyifa.antara amalan yg kami disarankan utk mengamalkannya adalah sntiasa dalam berwudhu.

apa yg saya boleh katakan,bila berwudhu,mmg ada kekuatan yg amat sangat terbina dalam diri kita utk melawan gangguan makhluk halus tersebut.begitu juga dgn berpuasa.makhluk halus itu seolah gagal menakut2kan kami.seolah ada rasa pendinding yg mengawal keselamatan kami.andai kata itu adalah malaikatMu ya ALLAH,aku rasa amat sayu Kau tunjukkan kekuasaanMu pada kami ya Rabb.berbeza jika dalam keadaan berhadas.anak2 kami juga kami arahkan berwudhu dan membaca alfatihah,3 qul dan ayatul kursi sebelum tidur utk mengelakkan gangguan.

sesungguhnya,mmg sangat benar,jin dan syaitan tidak akan sekali2 berhenti cuba utk menganggu manusia.dan jika kita terpilih oleh ALLAH utk dibuka hijab antara dua alam itu , maka tentulah atas REDHA dan IZIN ALLAH.bagi menguji hambaNya dan membuka mata dan hati mereka yg beriman.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

taufan

keluhan ini keluar dr mulut seorang remaja yg berumur awal 20an yg sudah berkahwin kerana mengandung ank hasil zina."iskk..cemburu tgk adik *** masuk ILP."sambil lepas tu buat perangai merajuk.sy ni yg mmg jenis hangin je dgn dia ni menjawab "masa blaja sibuk merendek.padanla."manfaatkan usia muda dgn sebaiknya ya.nak hidup senang tapi malas blaja dan kerja, bolehla jadi batu.sekian

research

when you proposed your topic to your potential SV, you are actually proposing the end of the leisureness in your life. Doing a research required loads of blood,sweat and toil (and money).you can do your postgrad in coursework, but nothing beats the 'hip' of doing it with research.It teaches you how to discipline yourself and at the same time carefully guided your self-motivation so that you will keep rise following the setbacks. It is truly for those who experiences it.Nobody will help you unless you help yourself.We not only have to attend classes at night (for those who doing mixed mode like me),completing assignment but the primordial task that would not stop pestering you is COMPLETING YOUR THESIS.It is all about progress.If there isn't any, your thesis is getting nowhere and infinite years needed it to be completed.

nour.you know this.you are strong enough to sail in a rough sea.go go pirate ahoy!!!

zina lagi?

Ketua Menteri Melaka mencadangkan utk membantu golongan 'miang' yg masih belajar di bangku sekolah utk berkahwin.

.namun demikian,dari jangka masa panjang, tindakan ini dilihat sebagai satu langkah yang hanya menyelesaikan masalah pada permukaan sahaja dan bersifat jangkamasa pendek.seperti yg saya pernah tulis sebelum ini,'mengahwin'kan sahaja penzina ini bukanlah satu penyelesaian yang terbaik. Bagi saya,penyelesaian yang terbaik adalah menyuruh mereka bertaubat dan kembali ke jalan yg sebenar dan barulah berkahwin.Jika taubat dan menerapkan ajaran islam tidak diambil kira,maka masalah sosial masih akan berleluasa.

kita tidak mahu,dari perkahwinan sebegini rupa akan menghasilkan generasi yg lebih porak peranda.asbab perkahwinan adalah zina.anak pertama anak zina di mana secara nasabnya tiiada hubungan dgn si lelaki penyumbang sperma.dan dikhuatiri,keluarga yg didirikan atas dasar zina ini,akan menghasilkan pula generasi baru di masa hadapan : GENERASI SUMBANG MAHRAM.

selain drpd cadangan mengahwinkan mereka,janganlah lupa,ajar mereka kembali kepada ALLAH.ajarkan juga kepada mereka bagaimana mahu menangkap ikan.agar di kemudia hari perkahwinan,tidak menyusahkan ibubapa . paling ditakuti disebabkan nak jalan mudah utk hidup selesa,ada yg menjadi pelacur,pengedar dadah dan segala macam kerja2 maksiat.Yang mana akhirnya,gejala maksiat itu tidak berhenti malah berlanjutan.

Jika ingin diadakan sekolah utk pelajar2 hamil ini,saya cadangkan kurikulumnya tidak terlalu akademik.mereka ini sibuk dgn seks,dgn jantan bukannya banyak sangat dlm otak mereka buku dan ilmu.jadi bagi mereka kemahiran dan yang paling penting kelas tarbiah pemulihan akhlak dan iman.

tidak sukar jika semuanya kembali kepada islam.mengapa perlu pening2 memikirkan idea2 yg bukan2?lihatlah,tak pasal2 cukai yg kita bayar pergi kepada mereka yg tak sedar betapa untungnya hidup sbgai muslim & rakyat malaysia.

oo yeah..jangan lupa si penzina lelaki juga!

Friday, August 6, 2010

Kedai Susu @ Milk Shop

my husband is now a 'milk man'.he's selling a full cream growing up milk for children above 1 year old.this powdered milk is fortified with raisins and dates.it is manufactured under IMP (islamic manufacturing practice) which among others required all the workers to be in clean state (with ablution/wudhu) at the most time.all the staff in a factory is a muslim.

this business is started when we feel the need to provide alternative halal and good (halalan toyyibah) milk for our kids.since our kids love milk and the wonders of milk are too many to list (and even Rasulullah saw recommended milk as a good food) we think the milk in current market does not satisfy our pursue to give the best & 'halal'est (if there is any word like that) for our kids.

we strongly believe,what we consumed are what we are.and i see no reason not to try this milk.we called it HALIB'S which means milk in arabic.


and for breastfeeding and pregnant mom i highly recommended this goat milk product.i cant help but falling in love with its creamy texture.enjoy it!

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

eczema

anak sulung saya,nuha juga mneghidapi eczema di kakinya.dia pernah ditanya seseorang ttg ibu jari kakinya yg terkena infection kesan dr eczema tersebut semasa di klinik utk rawatan.jawabnya "dah Allah nk bagi.terima sajalah.kakak nk ambik ubat ni".saya lihat makcik yg menanya itu terkedu wajahnya.alhamdulillah.ajaran redha pd ketentuan dan usaha kami ajar padanya berkesan jua

dr ray langston

i followed CSI from the very first episode some 10 or more years back.before CSI vegas was lead by grissom.and now he quit and dr ray joined the team. dr ray is a professor in criminalology and he is also a medical doctor.

csi gives me fresh idea on how to sought something informational data from watching series on tv.and i never tired of it.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

zina

negaraku dilanda wabak zina.kondom percuma buat lelaki penzina.pil perancang percuma buat wanita berzina.dan tempat pembuangan khas utk bayi2 hasil zina.jika kita mengkaji kondisi efektif bagi pembiakan,ini adalah salah satu kondisi yg TERBAIK utk membentuk generasi zina di Malaysia.saya terbaca satu kajian,dalam tempoh 10 tahun,jika tidak dibendung gejala zina ini,hampir 60% bayi2 di Malaysia adalah hasil zina.dan lagi statistik masakini,kelahiran anak2 hasil zina ini adalah 1 setiap 17 minit.

semakin takut dgn dunia skarang ini.doaku pada ALLAH agar anak2 dan zuriat keturunanku diberkati hidup mereka,dilindungi dari dosa2,kejahatan syaitan,iblis,jin dan manusia berhati jahat.