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ill start my english entry soon.all my english vocabularies and grammars have been robbed by ms.thesis.

lane

Ada tiga lane dalam highway:

1st:utk kenderaan terperlahan.cthnya treler,keter zaman tok nadok.
2nd: utk kenderaan sederhana lajunya.
3rd: utk kenderaan memotong.

jika kenderaan anda berplat wilayah 2 huruf sahaja dengan kelajuan maksima 70km/j ,lane 3 bukanlah laluan yg sesuai utk anda bukan?

gemuk?

tidak perlu gemuk selepas kahwin.
kerana berlebihan berat badan akan mengundang banyak penyakit.
kurangkan 5% dr berat badan, anda akan mengurangkan hampir 40% risiko penyakit kardiovaskular dan diabetes.
mengapa perlu membahayakan diri?.
tiada alasan utk gemuk selepas kahwin.
yang penting kekuatan diri utk kekal sihat,menawan & da bomb!
mulakan sekarang!

tembak menembak

macam-macam pandangan dr org ramai ttg kes penembakan aminurasyid.pertama sekali saya sampaikan takziah pada familynya.mari kita baca apa pendapat saya pula.

pertama sekali perbuatan menembak semborono oleh pihak polis bagi saya adalah satu kesalahn yang amat berat.kedua,si mati juga dari segi undang-undangnya bersalah memandu tnpa lesen.jadi disini,kita sebagai observer perlu bersikap adil dalam memberi pandangan.

bagi saya,ibubapa seWAJIBnya mengajar anak2 tentang 'boundary' dalam kehidupan.hidup kita ini ada pemisahnya antara salah dan benar.dalam islam ada boundary antara haram dan halal.mmg begitu fitrah manusia.hidup berpanduan.sebagai ibubapa,melahirkan anak2 yg patuh dan hormat pada arahan kita adalah satu benda berat tetapi WAJIB dilakukan.jika tidak akan berlakulah kes seperti ini yang curi2 meminjam kereta di waktu malam utk melepak.seharusnya,ibubapa tidak lepas tangan dgn sewenang2nya melepaskan anak2 keluar selepas jam 7 mlm atau jika ada urusan tuisyen,ke masjid,surau takpalah.bila ibubapa melonggarkan tali ketegasan disitu,aikbatnya ank2 muda skang terlalu mudah melepak2 mebuang masa di luar rumah.contoh anak2 berjaya masanya diisi dgn benda berfaedah.biarlah geek ka apa ka yg penting anak2 berjaya.kene tanamkan sifat mematuhi arahan & undang2.nak2 pasal kereta.sbb kereta ni digelar killing machine bukan utk sesaja.

kedua,ajar anak2 kita bila melakukan kesalahan,kita harus berdepan dgn kenytaan itu.jangan lari.dlm kes ini,si mangsa lari dan akibatnya disalahsangka penjenayah dan ditembak.jika kita melentting tak pasal2 bila ank melakukan kesalahan,dikemudia hari die akan takut utk mengakui kesalahannya dan akan lari dgnnya.saya amik contoh anak2 saya.si kak ngah koyakkan bukunya.dan tetiba die tutup mata.tanya kenapa:takut kene marah?saya tanya kenapa:apsal.dia diam dan saya sellidik2 br dpt tau.then saya ckp ummi x marah pon.kak ngah ckp k ngah buat apa.baru dia ngaku.sebelum2 ni,die pernah dicubit oleh walidnya dan dimarahi saaya sbb mengoyak buku.tp,saya & husband duduk di meja rundingan bila saya rasa cara parenting kita perlu diubah.xley ikut style mak bapak kita.alhamdulillah ada perubahan.kita ibubapa mesti blajar mengakui kesilapan kita barulah anak2 akan ikut.

dan seterusnya pihak polis tidak bolehla menembak sesuka hati.kalau ikut emosi kita,asal rasa perompak je n kmembunuhkan?tp ingat dlm islam ada perbicaraan agar si dituduh mendapat hak pembelaan diri.

yg penting skang:ikut undang2.selamat inshaallah.kerana hidup ini tiada peraturan maka pincangla ia.sekian.terims kasih

mari lahirkan ank2 hebat

percaya tak anak2 kita membentuk pandangan terhadap diri mereka sendiri berdasarkan pandangan kita ibubapanya?itulah yang berlaku.menurut kajian barat,ibubapa yg bersikap positif dan menuturkan ungkapan positif pada diri anak2 melahirkan anak2 yang yakin dan juga berfikiran positif.dan begitu juga sebaliknya.

sebagai contoh,kita haruslah memuji akan kemampuan anak2 kita menyelesaikan tugasan sekolah contohnya ie "alhamdulillah.anak ummi hebat.dah siap da keje skoolnya".jangan plak kita buat secara negatif "dah puas tgk kartun baru nk buat keje skolah.".kalau ye pon anak tu leka tgk kartun,kalo die da wat keje pujilah.susah sangat ke kan?tapi tula sikap ramai mak bapak yg paling aku tak perkenan.belajarlah memuji dan menghargai anak2.anak2 perlu dibelai dgn kata2 juga.drang x reti apa maknanya action speaks more than words.

Skinner , seorang pakar tingkahlaku mengetengahkan satu kondisi operant,dimana kanak2 akan bereaksi lebih positif dan kekal dgn tingkahlaku positif jika diberi pujian setelah melakukan sesuatu. selain itu,seorang pakar kanak kanak istimewa,Harris,M. menyatakan keyakinan diri kanak2 istimewa amat bergantung kepada bagaimana cara ibubapanya mengajar erti menghargai diri sendiri.Jjadi yang penting sekarang,tanamkan sikap positif sejak kecil.jangan dimomokkan dengan kegagalan,negatif,ketahyulan dan segala pantang larang mak nenek yg mengarut.lahirkan ank2 hebat! kata2 ibubapa adalah doa yang mustajab!oo yeah ajar juga anak kita menghormati orang lain & tidak menyakitkan hati org lain dgn memanggil nama bukan2.(pantang tok nek saya ni!)

dilema ummi

MASALAH PALING BESAR GEDABAK YG DIHADAPI WANITA BEKERJAYA adalah :

SAPA NK JAGA ANAK/ANAK-ANAKKU BILA AKU BEKERJA?

betul tak? yang hairan binti ajaibnya mengapa sampai sekarang takda langkah proaktif dari kerajaan untuk mewajibkan majikan menyediakan khidmat jagaan kanak-kanak di semua tempat kerja ataupun menubuhkan satu pusat khidmat jagaan separuh kerajaan/sepenuh kerajaan di kawasan kediaman?

Anak-anak inilah sebenarnya aset dan sumber manusia yang terhebat dan tidak ternilai.Memandangkan si ibu dah bertambah tugasannya selain dari tanggungjawab azalinya maka perlulah kerajaan memikirkan solusinya.selain itu,tidak kedengaran pula suara-suara NGO wanita yang menjuarai isu ini.

bilalah agaknya hal ini akan menjadi realiti?adakah sampai aku dah ada cucu cicit?

membunuh diri

wah!nampaknya membunuh diri sudah menjadi hobi masa kini rakyat malaysia.usia muda pun dah mula minat hobi demikian.pada pendapat saya,mereka yg terlibat dalam kes2 begini selalunya adalah mangsa.mangsa tekanan dari dalam jiwa dan luar jiwanya juga.saya berpendapat lagi,mangsa perlu dibantu sebelum menjadi 'mangsa' hobinya. sekali lagi,ibubapa memainkan peranan penting.kalau anak nampak monyok je,silalah tanya sebabnya.kalau die refuse nk pegi skolah ke cube selidik atau siasat sendiri.ibubapa juga WAJIB menjadi sahabat kepada anak2 pada umur remajanya.janganlah tau mengerah die blajo 24 jam.ataupun maki hamun anak tu bila dpt keputusan tak cemerlang.TAPI nk jadi sahabat pon ada skillnya.tegas tp lembut.susah tuh.tengok bape ramai masyarakat kita yg bile lembut sangat dgn anak,anak2 jd bapak ayam plak.skill ni sume perlu dipelajari ya mak bapak sume

selain tu,skoolah juga perlula bertindak proaktif.kalau da tau beberapa individu konon2 ganas tu silalah bertindak segera.jangan dibiar merajalela.masalahnya skolah slalu buat dek.aku pon naik tak paham nape.malahan nk diselindung plak kejahatan budak tu.kalau die dah jahat bebeno,hantar ke henry gurney.kuarantinkan.sbb ada budak2 yg kepala hotaknya mmg suka nk memberontak tak pasal2.tak makan lut.tetak parang pon bley patah parang tuh.kene military discipline baru depa nk tau langit tinggi rendah.dan rajin2la survey murid2 anda.saya tau ada cikgu yg misinya : AKU MUSTI HABISKAN SILIBUS.anda silap!anda kene jadi kawan juga pd student anda.selalu sangat terbaca orang cakap penat jadi cikgu.hello!!saya penah jadi cikgu dlm 6-7 bulan gitu.sibuk mmgla sibuk tp percayalah kerja lain LAGI sibuk.lagi penat.janganlah ada sifat boring tu.kreatifkan kelas anda.(saya mmg tak suka sangat ikut silbus.tiap2 minggu ada je student kene public speaking.)

dan kepada kaki buli,sila hentikan sikap buruk tu.kalo korang membuli masa skolah,dah beso nanti konfem korang akan keje blue collar jek (hahahhah).tak caya cuba selidik balik kengkawan anda.saya bukan nk angkuh tp golongan kononnya 'gangster' skolah ni sebnanya xla handal mana.dah tak pandai akademik,buat2 pandaila cara lain.kalau sukan ke,kraftangan ke,melukis ke takpe.ni membuli,mencabul,memeras.seriously,kalao camni,repot je polis.baru depa tau langit tinggi rendah.ataupon suh tgk hukuman gantung ke.bio meroyan setahun.

kepada yg ada niat bunuh diri.apa pun tujuan anda ianya HARAM disis islam.nyawa manusia amat berharga.hanya AlLah yg akan mengambil nyawa kamu.berbincang dgn parents,guuru2,hatta polis skalipun utk selesaikan masalah ni ok.kalau nk bunuh diri sbb putus cinta,cinta ditolak,saya sarankan minum racun tikus bio korang rasa terseksa (kamonnnnn!!!CINTA?)kalao sbb fail exam ke apa ke..please..hidup ni bukan skadar 30A+ SPM.banyak lagi.jd sila jgn bunuh diri sbb benda remeh t emeh.kalau nk bunuh dri pon biarlah atas nama ISLAM di PALESTIN tu.depa tak terdaya melawan.dan bunuh diri dengan tujuan membunuh Yahudi laknatullah difatwakan sbg halal di sana.haaa hangpa bley tolong org palestin.pi sana ok!Jumpa di palestin

i miss u ya rasulullah

Al-Bara' ibn 'Azib (ra) states:

"I have never seen someone with long hair and red clothing more handsome than Rasullullah (saas). His hair reached his shoulders."
Shamail Tirmidhi

subhanallah walhamdulillah allahuakbar! i started my holy friday with dzikr. and i hope ill get the blessed one. much have been said about him and as eager as any other fan : yeah im badly want to see him.hope he will come to my dream.but will he?im far from perfect?

unrelated story,both me and my husband have decided to start our own mini kuliyyah once a week.ill assign him a topic and he'll present him every week with me and the kids as the audiences.and both of us are thinking of sending nuha to tahfiz kindi school next year.if anyone knows the place (we are here in seri kembangan) please let us know.

hari ini hari khamis

nk masak utk lunch,skali onion dah habis.jadi i pon memasakla nasik goreng + ayam halia smalam (kekke)dan sotong tepung.ritu wat udang tepung ikut resepi dr hana's family.menjadi. sadurnya x resap minyak.takle meloya tekak memakannya.ropenya guna ayaq sangat2 sejuk (siap masuk ketul ais lagi).suami i blasah je.utk die taruk cili api.memandangkan ank2 ni tak ke kindi , maka i pon goreng ikan + sayur kobis utk depa.yg si bb paksa makan bubur nasi + ikan bilis+bwg puth+halia+daun bwang.

hari ni suami keje sampai kul 2 sbb malam kang lepas maghrib die ade appointment dgn customer die.ingat nk duk rumah jek skali die ajak pi JJ wangsa maju plak.nk cr vacuum plak (katanya kesian kat istrinya ni yg menyapu satu rumah manually.. alhamdulillah!) masalahnya i rasa malas plak.dah la berengkai2 ank2 kami ni.nk pi JJ yg ada members day kira battling the war la jugak.adoii.

ttg tesis:ya allah..sangat pening diriku nk intreprete data dr video ni.kalo bercakap xpe jugak.ni sign language.serious kene telah betul2.dgn behaviour drang yg mmg x brapa sama dgn normal people.ada tu xde expression plak.tunggang terbalikla aku nk tafsirkan tingkahlaku drang tu.(lain kali terlampau futuristic akan merosakkan diri.Dr.maaf lambat siap)

alaaaaa...ank2 ni depa bantai bergaduh la plak..dgn si baby nanggis..adoi..nanti la sambng..idea ada pon terbantut jadinya..see ya

maid

saya perlukan maid.
bukan sebab mengada2
sebab:

1. saya sibuk bangat.perlukan org tolong layan bb nafeesah saya semnetara saya sibuk (die merap nk dukung je tinggal dgn saya)
2. tolong proses lauk pauk,sayur mayur.
3. tolong basuh pinggan/basuh toilet/lap lantai/kerja2 rumah melibatkan air sabun (saya allergic segala mala jenis household chemical & latex gloves.saya ada foot & hand eczema.kalau kene eczema akan jadi & berlarutan bley infeccted ).
4. tolong kemas rumah sementara saya siapkan kerja tesiss ni.
5. saya da 3 minggu tidur 3-4 jam sehari.paling dasat 2 jam jek.
6. migraine tiap hari menyerang.badan makin mneyusut.rambut pon banyak gugur.
   

mnta tlg untuk tempoh 1 bulan dr in-law pon susah nk tolong. suami,sila bantu saya.saya pon keje gak.blaja plak tu.harap kasihani isterimu ini.harap suami faham.

paradigm shift?

لَهُ مُعَقِّبَاتٌ مِّن بَيْنِ يَدَيْهِ وَمِنْ خَلْفِهِ يَحْفَظُونَهُ مِنْ أَمْرِ اللّهِ إِنَّ اللّهَ لاَ يُغَيِّرُ مَا بِقَوْمٍ حَتَّى يُغَيِّرُواْ مَا بِأَنْفُسِهِمْ وَإِذَا أَرَادَ اللّهُ بِقَوْمٍ سُوءًا فَلاَ مَرَدَّ لَهُ وَمَا لَهُم مِّن دُونِهِ مِن وَالٍ (13:11)

(thinking that] he has hosts of helpers-both such as can be perceived by him and such as are hidden from him ^[24] -that could preserve him from whatever God may have willed. ^[25] Verily, God does not change men's condition unless they change their inner selves; ^[26] and when God wills people to suffer evil [in consequence of their . own evil deeds], there is none who could avert it: for they have none who could protect them from Him. -

thank god! somebody in the cabinet noticed that "Malays are lagged on education".And Assoc.Prof Dr.fadzil said it might traced to the lack of support and low involvement of Malay parents on their children education.

im not playing a racist card here.me,myself is a malay (ok i admit,ive been fantasizing of becoming a japanese).i hope this news will enlightened us,the MALAYS.no matter how much the government subsidized or granted us special rights,if we possessed this kind of attitude,we'll never be able to be the front leader/player.ok guys!paradigm shift needed here!..ayuuhhh!

READ [1] in the name of thy Sustainer

اقْرَأْ بِاسْمِ رَبِّكَ الَّذِي خَلَقَ (96:1)
READ ^[1] in the name of thy Sustainer

my research and thesis are inspired by this ayat. MasyaAlLah, this ayat shows how AlLah loves knowledge and it is mentioned in the very first revelation. Thus, the importance of grasping the early literacy can not be denied especially among Moslems. And when I faced difficulty especially during my thesis I believed in the word of AlLah :

إِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا (94:6)
verily, with every hardship comes ease!

yes.i found solace & peace in Quran.Let us be your believer until the end of the day.

summary

"summary is the part when you are tired of thinking"

ok ok.i told u before, i wont watch downloaded house in my notebook.ill watch on AXN instead.but i cant resist it!last night i spent my time watching 3 episodes back-to-back!!OMG it was too sinful.neglecting my thesis and lavishing my time with house md.and resulting me being guilty as charged man for the whole next day.(this is what happened when i didnt have any internet connection.i fed myself more outrageously)

my husband left for penang this morning.have meeting & business deal with the shipping co.at first,he asked me to follow.but when i said,im afraid it is too hot and i ended up suffering bad migraine,eventually he retracted back.if we are going to stay in a cool place (read:hotel) it is ok then.but, you know,penang is a neighbour of kedah.and of course he, as a filial son will stay in his parents' house in kedah. maybe after the summer end and the winter waving in,ill follow him to kedah.and he know how bad am suffering when the migraine attacking me.thanks dearie for understanding me and not forcing me to come along.

on the other hands,more abuse cases reported.naahhh!!i hate those abuser. cheapskate! lousy!loser!if u r really good at hitting child,lets try hitting the adults.and what makes me feel irked the reaction from the neighbours.WTH after the dead you barking about what u heard : crying,screaming so forth.i just dont understand.malaysian can be so kepohci (noisy) at the wrong place at the wrong time but to do some reasonable and just action we will keep silent and ignored.see the pattern there.ulu yam and now seri kembangan case.and both cases are done by the partner in crime who is jobless.please find better job rather than murderer abuser.

ok.yesterday i bought another dubai abaya.and again my husband : "WHAT?ABAYA LAGI?/more abaya?"i said yes.and he continued : "DUBAI tak nak beli ke?/why dont u just buy dubai herself".it fall on a deaf ears,darl.whatever you said is so sweet to my ears (yikes) since ill make a payment using your monies.luv ya so much!im telling you.before,i just bought 1 piece of abaya/jilbab in a year for 3 consecutive years (this is the average amount) and now i took a revenge and meraban bershopping..hahahahaha

this abaya named farah.i love those furry2..ekekek(i cilok this pic from sis suhaila's fb.since im buying it and not receive it yet,hope u dont mind me sharing yours here)

another things:ill spend my weekends at my parents'.balik kampung la gamaknya.and the internet might be as slow as a snail (or even slower) and i cant play my games and sending gifts.ok im an avid gamer.and my husband said he didnt know he is married one. muahhaha. now you know la kan abang!i said i never neglected my duties because of games.i played it during leisure time.again he said : "is it?why there is always screen of RC?".and i grinning!it is automatic games ok.just feed the staff and look at t he trade.thats all.and it just took less than 5 min.and he stopped when I started to bring on the stadium Astro games issue.ekekkekeke

ok reader.thanks for following my blog.it might be a simple notation of my life.or me raging civil war here but i know that we are reading community and we love to know what happened to each others!see ya on the next entry !

nama

before i got pregnant with Nuha my first child , I prayed that if I got a girl ill name her Khadijah and if a boy ill name him Muhammad. Then,Nuha born and she was named Nuha Khadijah with Nuha was given by her walid and Khadijah from me.

In a relaxing evening,Id chat with my husband.If we are going to have a son after this, I want to name him with Muhammad and Yusuf.I felt in love with these prophets. Muhammad s.a.w for his izzah and yusuf for his handsome face (aci ke?).Since,my husband wants all of our children to have N as initial , i reserved that for him. (he likes the name Nourredine--->i want it to spell it like this.barulah glams gitew.anyway Nourredine is after syeikh nuruddin al banjari and syeikh nourredine al atha).

plus i told him,after this i want to deliver either in private hosp or overseas.i want him to see how his wife battling her own life for his child.yeah.he never been by my side on all of my labour.first he was in egypt.second he was not allowed by dr.aiman ( she said "muhammad you better stay outside.you already looked pale"and yes he was trembling as told by my friend,kak gee).and no 3 , the nurses forgot to call him to come to the labour room.i guess he'll fainted to see me since the contraction was maximum and i sort of begging for life.telling you!no epidural no painkillers but added with pitocyn.Masyaallah,I thank allah for gave me such strngth for gave birth to all my child normally (SVD).

hope that for no 4 , he'll be by my side.ok.im not expecting ok.just a wish for the future. ngehehhehe

red wok

today having lunch at red wok restaurant in bangi seksyen 7. A CHINESE MUSLIM halal restaurant ! OMG ! my haven!my dream!this is what im waiting for.the food is superb! the price is reasonable.1 portion is enough for 2 persons!we have plain rice + buttered shrimps + chickem kungpao + broccoli with oyster sauce + carrot juice + mocha blended and it is rm48++.(piccas of foodies cant be uploaded.line too slow.maybe and earthquake somewhere in malaysia.will do it later)

chicken kung pao

broccoli

buttered prawn

plain rice pon mau amek ka?

support the business of muslim friend!it is good when we dine in a halal restaurant of a muslim friends!
be a fan here

sleep

i rarely have the luxurious night sleep.at first,i'd have to stay up writing my academic papers and thesis.eventually,it changed to imsoniac nights.my sleeping time is somehow lagging 6 hours behind which make me follows egypt's.during my stay there,i was lagged 6 hours too and i didnt know which country with GMT-4 (our education system offered geography as an elective and rarely offered for science stream students.furthermore,i was not too ambitious secondary school student who aimed to score 20A's.i ended up ignoring some enjoyable and fun facts about our nature and earth)

and now.i lost weight (ok to certain extend i love it.without rigorous exercise i lost 1 kg per week but when the scale couldnt stop dropping i guess there is something seriously affecting me).besides i look pale.plus i look tiring.admit it im in full distress situation.yeah.i really stress to write this.i couldnt remember any statistical thingy ive learnt!im blank.and i felt a bit helpless.

and the methodology is what killing me softly.why on earth im doing mixed method with quasi experiment?why?Why?yeah im too obsessed with creswell's idea.darn it!and yeah those intellectual from deaf education and the land of the tulips drove me to this.harrison,easterbrook,knoors..inspired me to survive.and i still survived all the procedure.

my colleagues said my writing is too in-depth.too detail.i seriously didnt know WTH im writing there.it just flows naturally and when it comes to this stats part im stucked (like a pickles at my teeth)

oo allah just give me some mental strngthness.some motivation.to be free man again! and this coming 23 is a year after my uncle passed away.may AlLah blessed him for his good doing & kindness.

noted

1. kita tidak perlu bersila di atas kerusi makan.apatah lagi di atas meja makan.harap maklum.
2. kita harus elakkan merokok di tempat awam nak2 kedai makan.sbb ada kanak2,bayi atau ibu mengandung yng tak pasal2 terpaksa menyedut asap rokok itu.jika mau juga,pergi jauh2 skit.
3. umat islam diharamkan minum arak.sbb banyak mudaratnya.
4. umat islam diharamkan berzina.utk menjaga nasab.
5. jika memakai hijab,labuhkan hingga ke dada.apa yg ada di dada wanita sehingga diarah dilabuhkan?takkan tulang selangka kot!atau tulang rusuk.pikio2 la ye.(apsal banyak sangat hijab yg dijual tak tutup dada?singkat bebeno)
6. jika surau penuh (nk2 waktu magrib) elakkan bersolek,berbedak,potpet atas sejadah sesudah solat.sila beredar saja.dan kalau boleh percepatkan proses doa2 anda.mungkin kelewatan anda boleh mengakibatkan waktu solat luput pd org lain.selain itu,boleh solat tanpa telekung atau sejadah.bukan syarat sah.cukup sekdar pakaian yg menutup aurat & tempat solat yg bersih.
7. blog anda menggambarkan anda.
8. ramai org suka menghentam guna internet sebab anonymosity.cuba berdepan kalau berani.

whats wrong with me?

often i have a so-so relationship with shopping.suddenly,i changed my profile to a compulsive shopper. i bought a new bag & jilbab manto anatalia.

lurve it!my manto!will take it tis sat!

what ? white ? with 3 kids under 4 who loves choc.abg..akan ku jaga sebaiknya

this is what happened when woman get too stress with thesis.i read in m-star,akak m (didnt remember her name) channeled her stress of doing phd to chocolate making.i guess,in my case i made shopping and gaming as my conduit of happyness.(besides pray,quran ok!)

but then again,my profile as a spendthrift and smart buyer is still tagged on.i only bought something looks expensive yet affordable rather than priced exorbitantly high but 'cikai' and sloppy looks.

and suddenly im into fashion.OMG.(my husband asked me to try Turkish floral hijab.seswai ke dgn i?)

muka suami & anak2 yg diangkut skalik shopping..jcard member harus half day ye suami.

baby merap

my baby nafeesah will smile and laugh when she saw the PHD cartoon that i used as desktop background.

did she understand or is there any conspiracy here?

happy days

today, my papers approved with only punctuation marks correction (yeah thats comma,fullstop,etc thingy).i guess it is the impact of writing a new post on blog & chatting on ym and commenting on fb!heheheh. after spent 5 nights by burning the midnight oil + loads of coffee, i thought of sleeping soundly but to no avail.im jet-lagged & have to tune my body clock again (ya,i just arrived from London,kidding!)

i lavishly rewarded myself by buying several pairs of jeans(last time i wear it 10 years back) , ankle boots and abayas (bought online with lin). hahaha.yes.thats too many.and my husband couldnt say anything since i paid using his money except that ankle boots.he suprised why suddenly i want to wear boots.never ever on his mind imagining me wearing it.i said i love it and have been searching it for a while (hahah.. fasihah knew the truth!).he suggested sport shoes to wear with abaya..i argued him.if im a teen or early 20s ,it is considerable.but im approaching the BIG THREE OHH next year sir.and he accepted my reasoning.(yeah,me husband and wife should be working on court.)

my boots look like this without that ribbon but in brown color.

seriously i felt relieved.next semester ill teach research methodology again!surely,ive memorized the nooks and crooks of the RM books.although it is a bit too techie to my liking,but ive to bear it.next sem,my future students will have to dig on the new educational technology thingy.web learning is so outdated (sorry guys,im a bit futuristic).thats the only way to cheer up the oh-so-boring presentation sessions.

about the convo,the senate session is on May.i dont think i can make it.so ,my target to convo this year will be extended to next year.but hopefully the viva will be before august.i cant wait to be a free woman!yeah im a slave to my thesis right now.

happy days ended with happy minds..and will my happy sleeps come tonight?

alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah.after performing solah,AlLah blessed me with peacefulness & strength.
now,i started to see the lights on my thesis again!

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saya sangat down skang.

sex education , anyone?

oprah never fails to amuse me.today,the talkshow discuss about the taboo thingy : sex
i just summarized on what the discussion is :

1.woman loves to be dominated.not just in intimacy,but also in life.bear on mind : in a peaceful way not abusive.and applied to spouse.example : buying and deciding what your wife should wear.
2.sexual intercourse heals arguments.
3.women are most attractive during ovulation.their voices are higher on pitch thus attracting men more.then,they produces pheromone called copulins that attracted men more.
mashaallah,this is the way Allah created us so that the baby making process followed naturally.
4.we are often attracted to the person with different MCH (forgive me for not remembering the full name) which means different set of immunisation system.In a easier word :susceptible to the other kind of diseases from you.
again mashaallah.no wonder Islam does not encourage marriage between close relatives since we tend to share the same MCH.
5.woman attracted to men with bigger wallet (ngehehehhe) rather than good look & sex appeal..you bet!!no wonder Trump got it!

pasai cendoi sat

bayangkan:

anda pergi ke gerai mamak cendol faveret anda tepi jalan.sekali penuh dengan 2 meja di occupied oleh segolongan hamba Allah yg dah habis makan tapi berborak berjam2.abis customer lain pon balik.anda yg duduk lebih kurang 30 km dr situ nak gak makan sbb mee gorengnya power.kesian tokey,customer (dumb***) camtu pon dikira always right.jadi anda saja men'congok'kan diri sebelah meja depa.dan mereka x reti2 bahsa,maka anda bertanya :dah habis makan ke?.dengan takjubnya (dahla tak hensem buruk perangai perangai plak tu) memandang tajam kat kita (yuck!).barulah reti bangun & blah.weyh korang tak keje ke?dahla bawak van TNB!aku report bos korang ngular baru tau!!!

lepas tu dapatla aku menikmati kelazatan cendol n mee goreng mamak van tmn selasih depan skolah usaha ehsan dkt giant batu caves tu.husband i pon tersengih je tgk istrinya yg saiko kalo nk sesuatu.yeah i am too determined!