abaya

window shopping theraphy

i desperately want gorgeous black abayas & shawls.and also Jordanian jilbab coat!
please.

eligible bachelor

i read cleo magazine just now.they are having piccas of 50 most eligible bachelor to be voted by the readers.so it is like i pon mencuci mata glancing on the bachelor's pics..muahaha..what a ..

talking about eligible bachelor.i might say that,im married to one of the most hunted eligible bachelor in al azhar during his years there.ekkekeke.okla.my husband ustaz najib mmg hensem pon.sampaikan arab sendiri bley cakap die arab syria.tak percaya die org malaysia.anak dara arab pon ade berkenan dgn dia.ye la bak kata kengkawan saya,ala ala bidadara dari syurga gitu.ada yg lebih kejam,bile tgk gamba die send thru email cakap ntah ntah mamat pakistan mana die cilok amik hanta kat ko..ekekkekeme plak rasa die muka set2 pakistan.which is i like.okay i have penchant for those with arabs & hindustani face ok.busted!teringat masa i still unsure whether nk accept ke tak his proposal,my sis,angah said: "ala long..amik je la ustaz najib tu..die tuh hensem ..org agama lagik.apa lagi ko nak?" (amboi angah berkobar ko ye)..the thing is i barely knew him.ye la.muka je ensem skali gigi rongak sme camna kan?masa belum kawen takkan la nk renung tilik habis kan. seriously,i couldnt even look at his face..malu weyhh!and the very first time we met June 2004.main nyorok2 kat KLIA.itupon my sis yg recognize his bushy hair.ngekekke..

and after married for 6 years,yeah we have arguments..mostly in a friendly way..coz me jenis yg suka argue n berdebat and he is sort of "im always right"amek ko!biasalah org utagha nih..otak die banyak auta juga!and one day i asked him , " why you married me?"
he answered " sayang lepaskan awak.lagipon awak tak kurus melidi + mata bulat".me: hah mata bulat?abang ni silap tengok ke apa? dan sampai skang walaupun saya da kurus.berat da 49kg & tinggi 157 cm pon die still panggil bulat..apala..bengang jugak..katanya..camna kurus pon awak , abang suka gak panggil bulat..apa sajalah bang..asalkan belikan i pakaian2 baru yg sesuai dgn size i yg baru nih..ekekekkek

karut

tangan gatal2.

nk dpt duit kah?

atau nk lempang orang?

whats on your bag?

disclaimer: my bag is chosen for its roomy size.im not buying for any fashionable reason.ok.after tis coach will make me happy

i love stuffing all the things i could on my bag (ok.admit.plain lazy to re-organized it)this is what 'available' on my bag:

1.wallet
2.matrix card
3. atar 'kasturi abyad' fragrance essence
4.specs cloth
5.keys ( i dont know for what)
6.my kids' healthcare cards
7.passport sized pics of husband & me
8.diapers
9.nafeesah's 2 suit clothes
10.pieces of papers with name & contact numbers
11.receipts
12.nafeesah's cap
13.pen ( a lot!)
14.pendrives
15.notebooks
16.voice recorder ( im a stalker & papapaparazzi)
17.clarinase
18.ponstant
19.lipstick
20.cream foundation
21.lipbalm
22.saving books
23.xerox of 'important' thingy
24 calculators
25 pack of face tissues

how about you?

mahsuri curse anyone?

do you believe on curse? tun dr mahathir surely not ! although im inclined towards TG but im not ashamed to say that im really impressed with what tun had done with my country.

remember Langkawi?local people had been living with the belief of the island had been cursed by Mahsuri.yeah.thats the REASON they gave to justify the facts of their hard living and under development island.Then,suddenly this brilliant MD with a lil blood of Malay (or non im not sure but who cares about race!) developed the island and walla see what it has been today.one thing : i dont care about mahsuri & her lineage.it doesnt have anything to do with Malaysia and development.stop living in the past!

negative people give excuse.positive people damn with excuse , let's moving !!

truth is here

i love :

i love : for personal care

clairol herbal essences with lavender for anti breaking hair for great smells & effectiveness
(duh,i sounds like drafting my thesis when the word effectiveness used)

secret garden body wash Orient with soymilk & rice
(sounds so tantalizing yet smells so lovely)

loreal white perfect skincare regime
(prevention is better than cure.sun accelerating ageing skin , sis!)

bodyshop moroccan rose ! voila

hari hari pergi maarad!

memandangkan tadi saya terpaksa turun ke lab 'sebenar' saya yakni deaf school di KL makanya saya menyinggah lagi sekali ke KLIBF!yeay!kali ni pakai kasut lama xde melecet.sementara suami berborak dgn kengkawannya yg juga buka booth,saya pon secara tidak sengaja membeli belah di booth Ana Muslim...alamak sangat cute n teruja..ini buka yg dibeli utk anak2 saya.

siri mengenal haiwan utk umur 2-4

buku cerita utk umur 3-6

hasil berpagi-pagian di KLIBF

inilah hasilnya berpagi-pagian di KLIBF..jam 945 pagi dah tercongok depan pintu masuk.. plannya nk pegi jugak tgk booth satu kompeni pendidikan kanak2 G*****R..tapi tu diaa.. masuk je da kene serbu dgn org marketingnya yg sgt agresif..tape sempat gak tepis sbb nk pi mencapai impian dulu iaitu membeli buku "I can Read" di booth Al Ameen Serve.

Inilah yg sempat dirembat akibat kaki dah melecet guna kasut baru..muahahahah..

buku yg mengajar ttg binatang ternakan

buku mengajar ttg binatang dalam zoo

buku yg mengajar ttg kekuasaan Allah.MasyaALlah sangat best buku ni!

dan inilah tujuan utamanya kami menyerbu..sangat seronok dapat dan dah 2 hari mengajar.sehari ajar 1 perkataan dan 1 huruf.nampak jek drang dah x responsif bacakan buku citer plak dlm 2-3 helai..lepas tu mak die dah boring sama2 layan TV..atau pun youtube. hahahahah..apalah ummi ni.

ok sambungan.dlm perjalanan balik hampir jam 12..kami diserbu mamat dr G*$#&*R lagi..saya yg sdg dalam keadaan lapaq (sy amek shake je for breakfast0,dahaga,sakit kaki melecet (ni yg paling membuat diriku jd x sabar & baby nafeesah dh start merengek sbb lapar susu,hanya menjawab "takperla" bila dipromo.ada ke patut die bley jawab "akak je org yg cakap takper utk pendidikan anak2" EWAH10X..saya yg mmg sdg dlm bad mood (yela kaki melecet sangat sakit ok!) menjawab dgn nada tegas tp control "saya org pendiidikan juga.saya ajar bakal cikgu.dan saya study ttg kanak2 pekak dan literacy utk drang.!"

rasanya x perlula agresif sgt smpai org naik menympah walau pd mulanya target nk ke boooth mereka.dan yg plg saaya x gemar : promote membaca pd anak2 umur 5 bulan? WHATTT? saya bukannya jenis parents yg kiasu nk mendidik ank membaca umo 5 bulan ok.bagi saya,pendidikan awal kanak2 pd umor bawah 4 tahun tak perlu berbentuk formal ie kene baca buku,menulis..cukupla sekadar bermain : playing roles is a good one,nature,etc. kalo nk sangat ajar membaca ke sila lah bacakan utk mereka..bukan ajar membaca..saya sangat laid back on this..saya pun blaja membaca masa tadika kemas tapi cerdik je la ni. kebanyakan mak bapak nk ank2 jadi gifted tu yg kononnya nurture dari awal.bagi saya, umo rebung ni ajarla dengan cara yg sesuai dgn naluri mereka : bermain.selain itu ajar juga social skills ie camna nk held responsibility (kemas katil,tolong masak utk umo 3 tahun ke atas)..utk infants : let them xplore the world ie : shapes.okla berleter plak..tetiba malas nk menaip..ekkekekekk..ni extended version lepas intan komen..ekekkek..lupe nk taip td..ok taa

a penny spend is a 10% happier..woots!

today, I (pls emphasized it) decided to go shopping.

1.Kuala Lumpur international Book Festival
plan to buy 'how to read book' and hard-paper books for my kids , since Nuha kept asking "ummi,kakak suka buka yg kertas tebal."(translate:mom,i want a book with this hard-paper".
I am exempted.I know,people who read is people who is enlightened.I read but I just borrow it from my univ. library.It is FOC until I returned it late and have to pay the fine.Books nowadays are pricey.Im not going to 'terbang' those 'har-earned' money I blackmailed from my husband (ngehehehhe) to buy books which I can finished reading it in a day (and abstained all other housechores) and then just parked lazily on my bookcase.conclusion is im 'kedekut' (spendthrift) maa.

2.Jalan TAR
hunting some hijab for my kids.Their teacher asked them to wear it.I guess maybe for Iqra class.And plan to find some inner for them..Where to find?And since we'll heading to Jln TAR,i want to find some abaya for me..MUAHAHAHHAHA...(my husbnd will burst to tears!).And MUST stop @ SOGO.I WANT 1901 hotdogs!

3.IKEA
To find some on sale items.bedside table & coffee table perhaps.and maybe some unnecessary items that doesnt include on my lists.Im a neurotic buyer.ekekek.And will husband have their poached salmon?And I am addicted to their UTZ certfied cappucino..yummy and after that head-spinny!!

will all these objectives achieved?Ill run the test first and the findings will be reported later.TTFN

witty word fran!

i watched The Nanny over and over again (yeah Hallmark Ch. kept repeating it) but Ive never bored.The jokes were so fresh (yet it was done in 90s) and witty. The way Fran,Val & her mom,Sylvia acted were so natural and Niles too! They came along with smart quotations too!But,through the end,the series became a bit bland and too much romance take the jokes away.Anyway,I still watched it (whenever there is no good series to watch for)

there is something about frosty!

i heart frosty.the sensation of crunching the half-crushing ice blended with syrup and laced with others ingredients are irresistable. if given choice , between food & ice blended . i opted ICE BLENDED!! yeay!!..yesterday i went to Firzana again.Satisfying my craving for ice blended.

choc + cookies frosty!
RM5

strawberry frosty
rm4

teemama sila jeles!

ubat gigi?bio beno

apakah ubat gigi pilihan anda ? ada banyak faktor anda memilih ubat gigi kan? ada yg nk memutihkan gigi yg kuning , ada yg utk gigi sensitif. saya ?saya UGUNDI Mu'min.Ada banyak jenama lain yg halal di pasaran Malaysia tapi saya suka yg di atas ni juga.sebabnya : die berpudina.pada hemat saya,tiadalah makna menggosok gigi jika takde chilling after-effect gitew. rasa cam berangin2 alaska sejuknya tu.selain itu rasa segar tu yg saya suka tu.walau x mandi , asal mulut segar pon jadikla.berbanding jenama lain,saya x berapa nk dpt after-effect gitu.apa pun setiap manusia ada pilihan masing2.yg pentingnya haruslah kerap menggosok gigi agar gigi anda tahan lama terutamanya bangun dari tido.jika tidak mengaum aromanya (terutama jika anda ada gigi rosak atau berlubang!)

show off!

thanks ust najib for snapping this pics (after me sulking...ahahhaha)

today,i bought a pair of new shoes .(ok shilme.you might loathe this!!ahaks!)actually,i saw it being 'polyvored' in Women's Weekly. And when I saw it in the outlet,i cant resist it.They are having Sales anyway!.I love the bling2 and embedded stones.Imelda Marcos in making .. ekkekekeke ..It just simple shoes,no designer,no high street or whatever.but who cares? as long as it looks nice n suit me.Should I ask for more?I lose a size.see,losing weight made your feet smaller too!that's great!and thanks to dearie husband (again,after buying me shoes I started to call him sweety meaty)pantun for him : terima kasih daun keladi,sok2 aabaya menanti!

alfatihah for Syeikh Tantawi

Syeikh Tantwai served as a grand syeikh of al azhar had passed away 10 Mac 2010.

Who is the predecessor?Syeikh Ali Gomaa? (He is my husband's favourite.He said Ali Gomaa has a handsome and charismatic face and I couldnt agree more.Indeed,he looks great on TV)


Jamiatul Azhar As Syarif : Place where my husband spend his 20's learning Syariah Islamiyah. Pray that he'll continued to spread the knowledge he gained there.Inshaallah

pics credit to alahram weekly (tantawi & gomaa) ,bbc weekly (alazhar university)

random thought

wow i didnt blog for 2 days.cam x caya.
all coz of my baby nafeesah.since her mak tok
came here, she cried n cried n i ? couldnt even
writing my thesis .(ok,there is a strong relationship between
doing my thesis & online activities ie blog,fb).im not sure why
but 'hypothesising' with my husband .."maybe ada benda ikut mak tok
dok kaco anak gak"..ahaks u gotcha!! sort of ketahyulan skit..heuheuehu
im not so sure..actually im joking here,..yeah u might said "WT..with that kind of joke"
but again..it is my MIL kept insisting somebody using a black magic on her.dont blame me then.im just echoing what she said..

and since there is some rage (refer to my past entries) , i decided to use my thesis factor to be a reason for me spending my time lavishly in my air-con room.i just took care of my bb and doing some comments here n there n read the other's ppl journals (so that im not dumbfounded during the viva & learning their style of writing).no cook.no laundry.no everything and feel more relax.(i told u mr husband,i need a maid). and loves my parents for coming let me ease the anger and sadness.To the targeted person: if u pissed me off , you will paid it!

and one more thing, the thing i cant comprehend.why ppl think Zulkifli Nordin doing a wrong action? he did a right thing and he wrote on his personal blog in a relax manner pon ada org kutuk.me start thinking , many malaysian jenis kecut teloq nk perjuang something they stand for but will do it if their face or name is disclosed.tak caya?cube try tgk used ur own name,confront it..ada berani?ive tried this before.with some popular & celebrity ustaz because i cants tand his status on FB that kept bashing others and there is hint that "aku la yg terbaik"..we did argued and i knew he kepedasan coz he kept being sarcastic to win..but again.."KO TU USTAZ,KALO THAT WAY YOU REACTED IS NO GOOD"..i didnt care uve been minister overseas ke..for me..i spoke my mind..agaknya org2 kita ni x ley terima beza pendapat skit..melenting je..poyo btul..
oo yeah bout mahfuz omar..WTH with the PKR ties?ur colleague Khalid Samat didnt even bother to mend the ties with his PAS fellow pon?siap ungkit HAssan Ali shud have more penalty instead of warning ..*blergh..i hate khalid samat (im just practicing my freedom of speech)..alamak i felt like perez hilton sudah..(but that mamat is terrible..org kutuk die x ley , die kutuk org bley..eh sama la plak cam politikus & celebrity ustaz kita)..

yeah..this kind of ppl are representing majority of Malaysian.and i loathe that.critical mind is a crisp product of judging the good and bad and summarized it at ur own!taaa

Nelly Furtado guys!

in my early months of marriage, i used a Nelly Furtado's Powerless as a waiting tone, since i love that song so much.One day, one 'ustaz'y type called me for some event and he told my friend "betulke die tu org ***,ada lagu lagha..cam sosial jek." i told my husband , who is Al-Azharian and he couldnt laugh out loud better than this.Expect an unexpected from me.

quiet

to all readers

im naturally a quiet person.but i do observe what had happened surround me.
and when i opened my mouth.voicing my opinion.thats mean i really care about the issue.
or the issue ruined my day.and i can be the most venomous poison if i started to be other than quiet nature.like my husband said to me: "Jangan disangka sungai yg tenang xda boya.Masalahnya awak la boya tu." translate : dont think a calm river is without a croc.u r d croc not the river.

education

rather than watching stupid comedy & lousy entertainment show on RIA or anything else,my FIL should watch Oprah in Hallmark.Oprah inspired me & stressed on the importance of education besides the significance of education in eliminating poverty.born to the family who emphasized education,it is hard to live with FIL who doesnt care of it but spent time,enegy & money on wasted things.OMG!OMG!please help me.I couldnt believe it is the education that sparks my rage!i shud be a nobel laureate like AlBaradei then..after that ill bomb that place too!!hahahhahahahahahhaha

heart the scale

pic:www.inmagine.com

i heart my scale.lost 9.5 kg in 14 weeks
my current weight is 50.5kg.my target is 48.5kg
(hahahha that 1.5 kg margin is for safety reason , in case im overeating)
combination of healthy eating habit + herbalife.
(im not a distributor yet just bought in e-bay for better bargain!)
if i can do it,you can do it too!
let's live healthier!

meritocracy please

i believe in meritocracy.im a malay and of course bumiputera.however,i'd basically never got any speciality for being an excellent bumiputera! (ok thats a very confidence statement)

i excelled during my schools but never being offered places to top boarding schools.then,i entered pre-u in MMU and again with self-financing scheme.Fortunately,based meritocracy,ive been granted scholarship from United Overseas Bank.Yeah,that is Singaporean-founded bank and controlled by mostly chinese.Later,I done my master and again based on my performance (i guess basically because of my several academic papers and my ability to speak english confidently..naah!) i received fellowship from UPM. i went to national school,private university and only for my postgrad i did it in UPM (it is not too competitive as bachelor degree).

my point is : be independent & u will reap the sweetness of success easily!

intruder

ive just moved to the new home.one of my neighbour has a son with learning disability (im not so sure what type of LD he is).He is around 15-16 years old and physically normal.

We have some problems here.He like to throw one of my husband's cloth (kain pelikat solat) to our roof.Our home is gated.And we locked the main gate.But,he jumped and invaded our privacy anytime he could.He stand right on my lawn!My husband had told his parents but were given 'poker' face..(i LOATHE it ok!).Im doing research on special ed and i do come across this type of children.The only way is the co-operation from the parents.

This is about my security,privacy and utmost : modesty.Since,Im wearing hijab,when some ajnabi suddenly in front of your door and you are not wearing hijab at that time , i felt so bad & kinda scared.i hate what had happened.

if things get worst i want to make a police report.

oprah

i lurve watching oprah.it is so inspiring & refreshing.this episode is about how the underprivileged children excelled on their life.khadijah williams managed to transformed from Skid Row (street girl) to harvard U.OMG!!!and Jose Hernandez , a child of Hispanic immigrant who is now an astronaut with NASA.again that is so MARVELLOUS!!They shared the same traits : Their parents emphasized on education and live with the fullest positive vibes.That is their secret of success!Plus they possessed self-confidence!

migrate

i want to migrate.im bored & became frustrated here.i just want to get rid from those ppl that irked me.im thinking of these places to start fresher life :

Atlanta,GA.Probably because i want to pursue my doctorate there (if i accepted there)

Cairo,Eg : My husband already established his business there.And it is quite easy to settle down in a place you are familiar with.Added value : he had been there for 11 years and me 2 years and my daughters born there too.

Njimegen,the Netherlands.One of my dream school is there.They employed phd staff and the min is 4 years.yahooo!!!!hope i get it!

KSA.My bro in law (my husband step-brother) is visiting prof in a university in Jeddah.He is attached with USM and currently being 'posted' there.

Dubai,UAE: A land of thous opportunity.ALthough both of us are not from oil & gas background,we see huge potential of exploring the food sectors there.

Doha,Qatar:Just simply Syeikh Yusuf Qardawi is based there.Besides,the huge potential of f&b business (my husband said this)

however,i still love my country.it just that i need to get a new & fresh breath by collecting the experiences in a new place.besides,my kids will be able to mix around the more international education settings..well in malaysia international skools are damned expensive!Hope Allah will grant one of it!inshaAlLah taala biIznillah!

credit: all piccas are from www.inmagine.com

please use your head when dealing with $$

im getting crazier!!stupidity is sheer selfishness!yes greed is one of the seven sin (if only i could kill!).this is the consideration of the normal- people - with- limited- income -without -any- head- damage- that -could -cause -stupidity when it comes to saving your son/brother's given hard earned money.i dont mind children gives their family money but if it is going from utmost needed situation to lavishly lifestyle it made me sick until i puke many times.please be remind that,in this anger outburst,the adult child is still struggling to establish his business and have 3 kids and wife that lives on seciput contract allowances,ok!:

• choose to save money on SPM/preU rather than taking up driving classes.
• choose to save money on education rather than spending it on rebonding your hair.
• choose to save money by went to government specialist rather than got treatment on private specialist that cost you RM500 per visit (own money not insurance-covered).
• choose to save money by went to gov school for re-taking SPM rather than private school.
• choose not the ask money from your filial son for all of your other children which all grown-up and even married!!!!!!

let see for how long i can composed calm and not exploding like pinatubo in 1923!!(is that the right facts?).to all anak dara & teruna out there,check your future in laws before you going to marry ur loved ones.the best is to have in-laws that understand islam and not too materialistics!

what to do with the data?

source:www.phdcomics.com

this strip really described my fuzziness over the data collected!!!
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

happy birthday mak! and papers again!

hari ni , dapat call keramat dr SV.katanya ternanti2 full draft dari saya.hehehhe..then ada job lagi! kene siapkan 1 paper utk conference by end of this month and 1 paper utk journal publication by end of next month.both reporting chapter 4.maka bermula traumatic days for me.i got 1 paper yg masih blum diedit yg sepatutnya dihantar ke international journal.ya salam kerja menimbun2.moga allah beri kekuatan.sedikit selingan kecindan dari Jorge Cham (PHd)

http://www.phdcomics.com/comics.php

sangat benarkan?i done all of it except kopipes tu..kalo kene tangkap plagiat tak ke naya.lagipon buat apa nk kopipes sedangkan diri sendiri bley lakukan kan!

hari ni juga birthday mak saya,Hjh Saluah Ibrahim..happy birthday,weekend ni kami datang ya mak!yg ke berapa?lupa daa...ekekek

hari ni suami saya belikan saya bahulu lagi..ada yg letak choc chips dan ada flavour baru,letak raisins..wah sedapnyaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!kami anak beranak membaham bahulu tu cam x makan baper hari..tapi nk wat lagu mana,da makanan peberet kami sefamily (nasib baikla bahulu susah nk buat..ada gak alasan saya tak buat sendiri..ahhahahah)pstt lagipon oven pon takde.

nk komen skit ttg pembunuhan adik sfiyya yg disepak sampai mati oleh boipren maknya:

• kepada saksi2 kejadian : korang ni pengecut ke?jadi pemerhati je la ek
• kepada mak dia: bersekedudukan dgn lelaki bukan muhrim dosa besar ok!silap2 ko kene rotan plak.malaysia skang da suka sebat2 pesalah da tau!
• kepada kita ummat islam yg lain:beringatla pada diri sendiri & org lain.jika azab diturunkan tak kirala alim ke,penagih dadah ke sume kene.

renung2kan & selamat beramal

emotion

jika miskin harta tapi kaya jiwa tape juga.
ni dah la miskin harta , miskin jiwa juga camna?
menyesal tak sudah!

migraine

last nite,my migraine attacked me back!!it was really intense and felt like exploding my head with atomic bomb.unfortunately there was only pain killers and i took 2 units of 250 g ponstans but nothing.after my husband 'tempek' some tamarind paste and give me some juice out of it, all the gastronomy content blurted out.then,it subsidized.blamed it to the heat!

want to know more on migraine,ayuhhh wikipedia it !

Migraine is a neurological syndrome characterized by altered bodily perceptions, severe headaches, and nausea. Physiologically, the migraine headache is a neurological condition more common to women than to men.^[1][2] The word migraine was borrowed from Old French migraigne (originally as "megrim", but respelled in 1777 on a contemporary French model). The French term derived from a vulgar pronunciation of the Late Latin word hemicrania, itself based on Greek hemikrania, from Greek roots for "half" and "skull".^[3]

The typical migraine headache is unilateral (affecting one half of the head) and pulsating, lasting from 4 to 72 hours;^[4] symptoms include nausea, vomiting, photophobia (increased sensitivity to light), and phonophobia (increased sensitivity to sound).^[5][6][7]aura—unusual visual, olfactory, or other sensory experiences that are a sign that the migraine will soon occur.^[8]

Migraine attacks may be triggered by:

• Allergic reactions
• Bright lights, loud noises, and certain odors or perfumes
• Physical or emotional stress
• Changes in sleep patterns
• Smoking or exposure to smoke
• Skipping meals
• Alcohol
• Menstrual cycle fluctuations, birth control pills, hormone fluctuations during the menopause transition
• Tension headaches
• Foods containing tyramine (red wine, aged cheese, smoked fish, chicken livers, figs, and some beans), monosodium glutamate (MSG) or nitrates (like bacon, hot dogs, and salami)
• Other foods such as chocolate, nuts, peanut butter, avocado, banana, citrus, onions, dairy products, and fermented or pickled foods.

– MedlinePlus medical encyclopedia^[24]

This is the visual perception of mine before and during the attack and wikipedia called the migraine aura .*ouch!

all the contents and picture is quoted from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Migraine